Bodybuilder Ben Harnett Struggled with Cocaine Abuse Before His Suicide

Of course they blame steroid use for his suicide. I think one million people across the world take their lives every year. Most of them aren't on steroids or anything else, they just get tired of living and death is the quick way out. Stress, regret, and in general just the suckiness of life can easily have you thinking nihilistic or existential questions of the purpose to grind out a life of misery. I often wonder about these people that say you had so much to live for, well if the guy was snorting blow, I imagine he was looking for an escape and couldn't look himself in the mirror anymore. Suicide isn't an anomaly, going on living is probably more so, when you're just one trigger pull or rope away from not having to deal with the shit anymore, you gotta wonder why the suicide rates aren't even higher.
 
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