bull_dozer's fat to shred log

[norfl33t]

Ah yes 7 pages of responses lol good stuff. I shoot glutes / outer quad only. When I first started I slammed each trap with 1ml test prop..... Lol couldn't look up or down for a week haha

 

[Wunderpus]

That's not too terrible. You can look into a drug treatment, or just try to control your diet. Red yeast rice is the supplement of choice I believe, but I think you have to order the good stuff from china or something.

I use CoQ10 and Cialis

 

[bull_dozer]

I started to record myself so i could monitor my form. Bench is placed in a stupid position in the gym so it is hard to record from good angle. Today i've done 5 sets of 5 rep with 220lbs. I felt good.

 

[bull_dozer]

A little depressing workout yesterday. I tried to do a little wider stance squats and i felt pain in my hip, feel it today too. It was with a 240lbs.
I was also too confident with my bench press so i tried to do a 5x5 with 240lbs. It was actually my max with 5 reps and i've been able to do 2 sets of 5 reps but i was done by then.

 

[bull_dozer]

I forgot to mention that i've had a fucking nightmare which i assume are tren related as i rarely have those. I was dreaming that someone came to me and informing me about a terrible accident that my kids were involved in. I woke up in tears and all sweaty.

 

[Seven]

I started to record myself so i could monitor my form. Bench is placed in a stupid position in the gym so it is hard to record from good angle. Today i've done 5 sets of 5 rep with 220lbs. I felt good.

Looked easy...add some weight.

I forgot to mention that i've had a fucking nightmare which i assume are tren related as i rarely have those. I was dreaming that someone came to me and informing me about a terrible accident that my kids were involved in. I woke up in tears and all sweaty.

Tren dreams are by far the worst imo...I hate 'em but kinda look forward to 'em.

 

[bull_dozer]

Wierd shit last night. Came from workout, done some curls, abs and 1hr of cardio. Came home and had dinner. After dinner i started to shake and felt very cold, had a fever. My heart rate was pretty high too. At midnight a woke up covered in sweat feeling hot and cold at the same time. Took some paracetamol and than continued to sweat like a pig. Dreams were also wierd as hell, i remembered them when i woke up but now i dont remember them anymore.

 

[GnarShred]

So you posted log us done but continued posting. Are you still on the tren? If so how are the injections going? What's the dosage?

 

[bull_dozer]

So you posted log us done but continued posting. Are you still on the tren? If so how are the injections going? What's the dosage?

Uf, i did not update very good, i see that now.
I did continue with tren, my leg got better so i continued. I am doing around 80mg eod and that seams to be the upper limmit before my bp rises too much. Tried 100mg once but had a headache the other day so i returned to 80.
Yesterday i steped on the scale and it showed 93kg (205lbs) and that is some 10lbs more than before cycle. The leg infection fucked me up a little, just lying there and eating with all that test and tren in the blood.

 

[GnarShred]

Gotcha. I assumed because the sides etc you were still going. Sounds good. Train hard and eat plenty of protein! Hope to see you turn this into some awesome results next couple weeks, goodluck!

 

[bull_dozer]

got a lighter workout last night, still feel some pain in my hips , hoping it will go away. Pinned my quads with g25 and it went painless. Nightsweat was awfull last night, i had to change my shirt and pillow. I had the shivers and slightly high bodytemp before sleep again, anoying.

 

[bull_dozer]

Yesterday was my accesorie day so i just gone to the gym to do some pull ups crunches and planks. Also i did 60min cardio. I have no problem doing cardio while on tren, but as i finish workout, when i come home and calm down, i am breathing a little heavy.
Freaking dreams continued last night, interesting dream: i was in a building and this chick thatrecently refused to go out with me (first she wanted and she find out that i've just divorced) called me and said she wants to meet me and fuck me I've had this adrenaline rush and was happy as a motherfucker. So i started to run down the stairs of that building as fast as i can to go meet her. Than i realized that i am sliding down the stairs like a superman, like i am surfing the stairs. Before you know it there were all this crowd chearing me on my spectacular flying down the stairs. I woke up feeling like a rock star, until i've realised that i wont be fucking the chick after all. Damn!

 

[D-Ballin]

Lol.

The tren dreams are fun. Until they aren't. Get pretty bizarre sometimes.

 

[bull_dozer]

Very happy with a training last night. I've lifted 130kg (285lbs) on a bench press which is my PR from the teen ages. Also, i did a 5 rep DL with 140kg (308lbs) wich before was my 1 rep max. This is a first time that i really felt my power went up. I hope it continues in the next few weeks. Also, last night, no dreams and no night sweats.

 

[bull_dozer]

I just survived my first tren caugh. As soon as i pulled out a needle i could feel it coming. I took a few inhalations of salbutamol, got into yoga position and was trying not to freak out. It lasted a few minutes, i feel like i survived a drowning, like my lungs were filled with water.

 

[bull_dozer]

Here's another little update..
It looks as though my body has gotten used to tren as i no longer have high bp or headaches. Last three pins i've upped the dose to my initial 100mg eod that gave me troubles, i feel good now.
Yesterdays training:
I came to the gym by foot, it's a 15min walk for me and i was already sweating like a pig as i entered the gym. Also i felt very cold, almost started to shiver.
Yesterday was my squat/press/deadlift day. I still have issues with my hips while squatting. As i go down deep i feel pain in my hips, both sides but more on the right side.
I am thinking of making changes to my program and do a deadlift three times a week and try squatting once and do a machine press and some other machine exercise, just to let my hips recover a little.
Yesterday i pulled a 150kg/330lbs for a single, could pull it few more times but felt my form breaking so i stopped. This is a PB for me
The initial plan for this cycle was to shred, don't think that's happening. I have this fucking huge appetite while on this cycle that if i don't carb up during a day i am zombie eating at night, anything that can be eaten. This is also a fucked up time of the year when my kids are getting sweets all the time so i have to keep it stored in their room so i don't go zombie on them at night.

 

[D-Ballin]

Here's another little update..
It looks as though my body has gotten used to tren as i no longer have high bp or headaches. Last three pins i've upped the dose to my initial 100mg eod that gave me troubles, i feel good now.
Yesterdays training:
I came to the gym by foot, it's a 15min walk for me and i was already sweating like a pig as i entered the gym. Also i felt very cold, almost started to shiver.
Yesterday was my squat/press/deadlift day. I still have issues with my hips while squatting. As i go down deep i feel pain in my hips, both sides but more on the right side.
I am thinking of making changes to my program and do a deadlift three times a week and try squatting once and do a machine press and some other machine exercise, just to let my hips recover a little.
Yesterday i pulled a 150kg/330lbs for a single, could pull it few more times but felt my form breaking so i stopped. This is a PB for me
The initial plan for this cycle was to shred, don't think that's happening. I have this fucking huge appetite while on this cycle that if i don't carb up during a day i am zombie eating at night, anything that can be eaten. This is also a fucked up time of the year when my kids are getting sweets all the time so i have to keep it stored in their room so i don't go zombie on them at night.

I feel your pain. All this sugar around is fucking my diet. I've had two family members in town, the kids birthday, and the rest lf the holiday shit.

Plus side is that with tren, seems your either gaining or cutting. No getting fat with the shit.

 

[bull_dozer]

Pinned this morning. I have to say that i've found a sweet spot for pinning. Quad, a little on the outside, i pin with G25, take time to warm the oil up in my hands while watching Joe Rogan podcast
I did like this my last 4 pins and it was beautiful, i have absolutely no pain after, no pip whatsoever, cant even feel it.
Few days ago i've had an issue at work, my boss who often gets drunk and speaks nonsence when he does started to blebber something to me. That pissed me off , he went on my nerves so i told him to fuck off away from me or i will slap him. He than went to the menagment and complained that i have threaten him. They called me up and it was not really an issue as they saw he was drunk. All this time i felt tottaly calm, wasnt stressed for a second, i felt very good. I am starting to love the tren, too bad it will only last few more weeks

 

[bull_dozer]

Hi people!
Been inactive for a while, had some business to finish up, and there was christmass and all that shit so...
I am at the end of this cycle. I've gain some muscle and strength but overall i have fucked up with my inconsistent diet and have remained a fat fuck, although a little stronger one.
This cycle started up bad with my high BP and not being able to handle more than 150mg tren a week but am happy that my body got used to it so i've had no issues with even 400mg/week last few weeks.
The bad pin and cellulitis fucked me up in the beginning also and it all fucked with my head so my diet was really bad for the most part of the cycle.
My weight now is 93kg / 205lbs and it is moslty water drawn from the shit food.
Now it is time to go through a pct good and try to keep some of the gains. After that, i should take some time off the AAS to give my body time to recover and starting April i have a plan to start a nice cutting cycle that would walk me into the summer 2016 and possibly help me get as much pussy as possible

For next cycle i would go with EQ, 20 weeks, 700mg/week, test i would like to keep lower, like 350/week so my water retention is kept to a minimum. Last 8 weeks i would kick the tren in with 400mg week. Anyway, i will log it.

PCT now will look like this: 7 days after the last pin 1500units hcg and 3000 more in the next 7 days. 18 days after the last pin i would start with clomid 100/50/50/50 and nolva 40/20/20/20.