Thanks to both of you
@FourOneDeuxFitt and
@Jackreature for your input and advice it is more than appreciated.
I started looking at muscle activation techniques last night and will continue to do so to ensure I have the mind muscle connections. I know my weak bench is all due to my lack of confidence for the most part, form in regards to tightness is another issue I have it. Which not only makes it weaker, but also causes me to fail sooner which drops the confidence level but also is causing me some bad shoulders as the weight comes up.
Ultimate goal..... this is the key isn't it? Well I know that strength is the foundation of the lifts. In saying this I would say my ultimate goal is size. I think you can build strength with size coming on as an added effect. I think you can also build size with strength coming up as an added effect. However your programming must match your ultimate goal. I have been doing Layne Norton's PHAT program for 17 weeks now. Which I thought was good as it is a mix of strength and hypertrophy. 12 weeks natural and 5 weeks on a blast of 500 mg test cyp.
Here is what I have accomplished in this time.
Bent over row increase 100lb
Can do BW pull ups now
Bench up 40lbs BB and 20lb DB
Squats up 120lbs
Would love to know my max dead but have been doing sldl as opposed to standard. My last standard dead was 315 but my current sldl is 305 which is an increase of 120lbs. Assume my standard dead would be higher if I was stilling doing it.
All other lifts have increased as well.
Measurements.
Weight up 20lbs
Forearms up an inch
Biceps up an inch
Shoulders up about 2 inches
Chest up 2 inches
Hips no change
Waist 1/2 inch up
Quads up 2 inches
Calves up 1 inch
All based on starting measures to last week.
It seems to be working I am just frustrated with the bench.
That said would you guys suggest a change in plan? Maybe go more hypertrophy based? Or stay the course? I have 10-11 weeks left on blast so want to make the most of it before my cruise/slow cut.
I am looking at a small old school gym where I live. Sounds like a great gym for my goals and they help you including spotting lol. The only issue I am home for 4 days out of every 2 weeks so most of my gym time is at a box store gym in the town I work.
Again you guys are awesome. I miss training with my old training partner, so you guys have been adopted as my virtual training partners. I value and respect your opinions and will be following them.