crazy or sick???

[brasco]

HI,

 

[frotobaggins]

Move to the united states and live somewhere in the south. Most people there are nice and easy to get along with. Things will get better.

 

[Neodavid]

I don't know what you might consider stupid, but please don't take this as a cliche or cheaply spoken. I mean every word of it.

What lies behind you, and what lies before you, is nothing compared to what lies within you.

Life is unpredictable, but not purposeless. The goal in life is to find out why you are here, and to always make choices motivated by selfless love.

There is a Karma of sorts, and yours is leading you to conclude previous goals are not as valuable as you first thought. Physical things are pretty meaningless. They can be lost, stolen, or just rust away. That's a difficult lesson, and it's hard to really let it sink in. Your body is the next most important thing, it is your link to this physical world, and what allows you to relate to it (and others).

Most important of all is you, the you inside that can never die.

Best thing to do is go along with your Karma, or if you prefer, God's working in your life (however you look at it, or whatever you call it, who cares, it exists).

When things are too tough and you might break, bend. When you need to stand, stand and do not bend.

The secret is to become aware, to spend time alone, and just watching people, feeling things thoroughly, not just always looking to fill an immediate desire. Long term goals are much more difficult, because it takes a lot more man to get through the hard long stuff.

Realize you are an eternal being, to whom time is meaningless, except in the practical terms of this physical world (if a coupon is no good after june, your being timeless ain't gonna help you get 20% off).

Your happiness is not determined by external circumstances, but by your inner response.

There is no expectation in all of this, you do not have to try to be cool or zen like or anything weird. It's just a matter of letting this stuff sink in (IF it rings any truth bells inside... if not, screw it, your path is not like mine, and that's cool) and change you from the inside out.

Your car, nothing. Your brother in law phucking you over, no biggie, people are being raped, killed, tortured, or hunted and starving to death, all over the world. Even that, is nothing if you really understand that you are SO much more than those things or this life.

Feel all pain, do not avoid it. Your expressing it is fantastic, though we both may get flamed for putting this on the forum. Be you, don't try to be anyone else. Listen only to those things which you feel are correct and give you peace inside. If these words turn you off, don't listen to them. You know inside what is right for you, and only you know that. No one else can tell you anything. In fact no one may speak into your life except you ask, as in your post. You are a neverending eternally important being, to whom this world is merely a classroom from which you graduate.

Do what you CHOOSE to do here (as you follow your Karma, or god), with everything in here. Be extreme. BE passionate, or don't bother. Passionless people are dead. People who don't take chances and are afraid to fail, avoid. They will kill the joy of life in you.

You my friend, are alive, and apparently even healthy. You have everything. You have many peoples lives to touch, or these awful things would not have happened to you. Everything you learn, is meant to be passed to others. You have authority over the things which you conquer, and you can give much of that to others, that they may gain from you, and you from them.

Most people never think of these things, but you are forced to. You are blessed. Your future is assured. It will be better than anything you imagine, but anything you can imagine is incorrect. Go with the flow, follow your heart, and always choose love. (you asked, so I answered, please don't be offended if it's not what you were looking for. The amazon is GREAT, if that's where you feel you should go. Make sure you respond and follow your heart though, never react and act without knowing your own heart about a thing).

HI,

I know this does not belong here but I will post it.

I'm sick and tired of my life people, all the time runing after something, right now I'm in EU, I need all kinds of visa, forms, I'm moving for 3th time this year, right now all my stuff is pack for 1 week and I don't know where I will go, I'm driving my car with no valid plate numbers for a year ( because I did not get a resident visa I can't not register the car, no safety, emision control, nothing, just an insurance which is one month valid, every month I have to go to office and pick a new insurance), then in my work I really don't get very well with our managment too. My phuking borther in law pfuck my with 30 000 $$, my car get stolen Audi A6 200 Hp, 20 000 EU, I had it for 3 days then somebody stol it( no insurance), with all my documents, passport, Master, 2000 Eu, gold chain, watch( I left the car for 5 min. and I was 5 meters from the car) no money left for 10 days until my pay check come, I took other loan buy other car, now I did not get visa for france so I have to move again, I don't know where.

.
I'm so phucking tired of this life, I was pushing for a year and half thinking that the things will get better but one thing ends and other shit comes.
I left my home when I was 16, born in estern Eu, travel almost half of the globe including Canada, US, Australia and sure all EU.

I'm thinking very seriously to go in Amazon forest, I just see all this ignorant people here, everything is just phucking money, no respect, no sentiments

what do you think guys?? pls no stupid coments, if you don't have a good advice better stay away.

Brasco


PS: I didn't take any drugs if you wonder, been clean for a year from AS too. ):

 

[killiob]

Have you ever tried putting your faith and life into christ hands. I am not trying to preach at you bro, but christ can make since of your life. If you ask god to come into your life and take control, he will guide you bro. Christianity will change your life. Jesus made that bridge for us to connect to god, so use him and he will help you out. God bless you and good luck bro

killiob

 

[Massive690]

kill yourself dude

 

[Neodavid]

Too easy

Harder to live

Never take the easy road

kill yourself dude

 

[Peace Division]

Neodavid and killiob gave you great advice. When I get in a tough situation, I just say, "God help me!" It works. It may not be what you want but it will be what you need.

 

[brasco]

thanks,

I don't know what you might consider stupid, but please don't take this as a cliche or cheaply spoken. I mean every word of it.

What lies behind you, and what lies before you, is nothing compared to what lies within you.

Life is unpredictable, but not purposeless. The goal in life is to find out why you are here, and to always make choices motivated by selfless love.

There is a Karma of sorts, and yours is leading you to conclude previous goals are not as valuable as you first thought. Physical things are pretty meaningless. They can be lost, stolen, or just rust away. That's a difficult lesson, and it's hard to really let it sink in. Your body is the next most important thing, it is your link to this physical world, and what allows you to relate to it (and others).

Most important of all is you, the you inside that can never die.

Best thing to do is go along with your Karma, or if you prefer, God's working in your life (however you look at it, or whatever you call it, who cares, it exists).

When things are too tough and you might break, bend. When you need to stand, stand and do not bend.

The secret is to become aware, to spend time alone, and just watching people, feeling things thoroughly, not just always looking to fill an immediate desire. Long term goals are much more difficult, because it takes a lot more man to get through the hard long stuff.

Realize you are an eternal being, to whom time is meaningless, except in the practical terms of this physical world (if a coupon is no good after june, your being timeless ain't gonna help you get 20% off).

Your happiness is not determined by external circumstances, but by your inner response.

There is no expectation in all of this, you do not have to try to be cool or zen like or anything weird. It's just a matter of letting this stuff sink in (IF it rings any truth bells inside... if not, screw it, your path is not like mine, and that's cool) and change you from the inside out.

Your car, nothing. Your brother in law phucking you over, no biggie, people are being raped, killed, tortured, or hunted and starving to death, all over the world. Even that, is nothing if you really understand that you are SO much more than those things or this life.

Feel all pain, do not avoid it. Your expressing it is fantastic, though we both may get flamed for putting this on the forum. Be you, don't try to be anyone else. Listen only to those things which you feel are correct and give you peace inside. If these words turn you off, don't listen to them. You know inside what is right for you, and only you know that. No one else can tell you anything. In fact no one may speak into your life except you ask, as in your post. You are a neverending eternally important being, to whom this world is merely a classroom from which you graduate.

Do what you CHOOSE to do here (as you follow your Karma, or god), with everything in here. Be extreme. BE passionate, or don't bother. Passionless people are dead. People who don't take chances and are afraid to fail, avoid. They will kill the joy of life in you.

You my friend, are alive, and apparently even healthy. You have everything. You have many peoples lives to touch, or these awful things would not have happened to you. Everything you learn, is meant to be passed to others. You have authority over the things which you conquer, and you can give much of that to others, that they may gain from you, and you from them.

Most people never think of these things, but you are forced to. You are blessed. Your future is assured. It will be better than anything you imagine, but anything you can imagine is incorrect. Go with the flow, follow your heart, and always choose love. (you asked, so I answered, please don't be offended if it's not what you were looking for. The amazon is GREAT, if that's where you feel you should go. Make sure you respond and follow your heart though, never react and act without knowing your own heart about a thing).

Thanks for reply,
I will read again your post, but it give some sense.
I'm a catolic and belive in God, just get tired of all this shit coming on me. And when your stuff is pack and you don't know where are you going to go then things get difficult.

 

[brasco]

Massive690

kill yourself dude

Don't worry I will not. Better to try Amazon.

 

[brasco]

frotobaggins

Move to the united states and live somewhere in the south. Most people there are nice and easy to get along with. Things will get better.

How is the job situation there??
I heard that US is having trouble too with the jobs.
I'm a Canadian citizen so it would not be so hard with work permit and all that stuff.

Brasco.

Thanks to all.

 

[mesomember]

Thanks for reply,
I will read again your post, but it give some sense.
I'm a catolic and belive in God, just get tired of all this shit coming on me. And when your stuff is pack and you don't know where are you going to go then things get difficult.

Read the book "wherever you go there you are" its enlightening. Embrace your suffering..its as bad as you let it be.
All wrong-doing arises because of mind.
If mind is transformed can wrong-doing remain?---Buddha
another
The hapiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts --Marcus Aurelius

 

[jale9579]

Im in the recruiting industry... what do you do for work?

 

[Neodavid]

Yeah, I know what you mean man, but here's the deal. If you have God in your life, he isn't interested in this world, or the things most people think they want.

He is interested in your heart, and your development in a deep intimate heart to heart moment by moment relationship where love flows freely to and from you, and because of that, through you to others.

You become a fountain of life to whom others may come to be refreshed. Your heart bears fruit of love, joy, peace, and longsuffering, that feeds the hungry souls that come to you.

You become a light, a beacon for the lost, to help them to find the way.

These things are what God is interested in, he is interested in his son taking up after him, being like him, having an open heart full of pure love for all those who need and can receive it. He means for you to be so deeply satisfied that he cannot abide the cheap tawdry things we fill our lives with.

We act like children who want candy all the time, and God knows that's not good for us. AND, we are in a war situtation... this world is not a friendly place, and if you wrongly think it IS your friend, he knows it will hurt you, destroy you, and use every last bit of you until you are an empty shell of what he created.

So God wants the best for you, just go along with it. Follow your heart, follow love (not what you THINK about it, but what is actually in your heart), and follow the inner voice. That is God... as you listen and follow, his voice will become easier to discern. You will start having miracles happen all around you.

But don't look for a bed of roses, it gets worse. People will hate and judge you, when your heart is purest. They will misunderstand, misinterpret, become agitated, etc. Trust me, the more you become like Christ, the more you will suffer like him.

But you will have the deep inner peace that comes from an intimate relationship with God, and he will send good things, waves of refreshment to you when you need them.

The job market in the US is fine, at least I don't see a problem here, come on over if you like.

David

Thanks for reply,
I will read again your post, but it give some sense.
I'm a catolic and belive in God, just get tired of all this shit coming on me. And when your stuff is pack and you don't know where are you going to go then things get difficult.