I totally believe you and understand your predicament. I can’t believe I’m going to say this but join Reddit and the “quitting kratom” subforum. There’s so much helpful information in there. Everything from hundreds of others in the same or worse boat than you, to helpful supplements and drugs that will majorly lessen the withdrawal symptoms.
I’m finally free of it and by God i will NEVER touch that trash again. Be careful and don’t allow yourself to doom scroll but use that subforum to get an idea of what you’re up against and a list of helper meds and supps that are essential for the least painful quit.
Message me if you need anything else. I’m happy to help and would probably be considered a kratom expert at this point, unfortunately. God bless ya man. You have a major challenge ahead but it’s so worth it to beat this particular addiction. I’ve struggled with addiction my entire adult life but kratom is somehow the hardest one I ever kicked.
I was consuming 75 grams per day for years at my peak. And it wasn’t the weakish gas station kind either. It was procured another way and it was the most potent strains I could find and researching chemicals to get high was my area of expertise.
Only thing I’m addicted to now is preworkout and sleep meds lol. Not awesome being addicted to anything but those are rather benign compared to the other stuff I’ve battled years and decades ago.
I wish you the best, brother. And I’m here if you need further assistance in eliminating the evil green sludge from your life. Godspeed, homie.
Btw, the acutes after quitting sucked but nowhere near as difficult as PAWS (post acute withdrawal syndrome) that can last up to a year.
