Cycle log To keep me SANE

[Almoister]

Purpose of this log is to document jurney of my turtle and thrust some sanity if needed

3 weeks in planning to go for 20 for the first time depending on how will labs look etc… last time i had high bp 140+- so i just stopped there got 12weeks off bp running 110-122 over 75+- the day rn no medication so far only magnesium elemental 800mg +- titreted up

Cycle plan 500test 200primo i believe i crashed my e2 so off to a great start had good e2 in labs week ago but i started to shedd like crazy so thats fun also low libido… so off to a great start once this is resolved i will back off to 100 primo i guess ? Nuts … no male patern bolness in familly so dont think its bolding but still could be gonna do lab tests again in 2weeks or so to chceck if its better… whole cycle plan is 500mg test 100primo 200deca 4ui of ugl hgh(hgh 2months in allready) with deca im gonna wait until the e2 is resolved i guess… also got lentus to try out insulin kinda scared of fck up so i got long acting

77kg 13%bodyfat fasted morning rn 2500kcal avarage gaining weight fast tho ? So i fcked up counting somehow ? Got light activity job, 3x week 30min low intensity cardio and avaraging like 8k steps a day
150-
200 protein 350carbs 40 to maximum of 80g fats( dont take it exact)

 

[IndividualMan]

this is all over the place.
I would drop down to a replacement dose, wait until I am doing better, an start the cycle back up again.

why is your primo right now higher than you planned it to be when running the max dose?
get your hands on some BP meds, if you are prone to issues you will experience them at 800mg total AAS.
Weight gain could be water retention.
shedding could be low E2, same for low libido

again, i would drop it, regroup, gain mental clarity & try not to be all over the place, and try again. Really take your time with this stuff.

One good thing is your starting point, you are reasonably lean. You are running quite a hefty dose for your size, but I dont see any issues with that.

 

[Almoister]

I planned 200mg primo that got me on good spot in past but this time i bielive it crashed my e2… last test i did was 36e2 so i thought its gonna be sweet spot but i think it went down more… since the shed of hair also low libido, i tried to explain i dropped dose from 200 to 100 and gonna retest it in like week or so (when im gonna be free from work) and yea its high dose for me too hence why i made the post

 

[Almoister]

Update: 114/78 and pulse around 75
Bp still clear
Shedding stopped for 2/3 days allready libido semi coming back hopefully im clear now still gonna do labs tho