Decided, need help?

lifegoeson

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This is what I think and it is not a tunnel mission of grandeur which isn't present. I have a lot of potential.

So heres what it is, I am doing this cycle, I have bought pharmaceutical Test Enanthate .
250 mg x 2 Monday and Mid Thursday
I've bought 20 ampoules , each is 250mg/ml.
My 100% legit hookup will get me another as this is only good for 9 weeks out of 12. If I get another should I just do 14 weeks? joined a forum a month ago and every single free moment of the day I have been either eating, thinking about if I'm ready for this, or researching it. I'm in my last year of HS so I am so dedicated to this that every free minute I have I am constantly doing research.

This is what I know:

Aromasin or Armidex is the favored AI's for me.

Steroids are not for those under 25.
Steroids will close your growth plates and even if you use something that is anti-estrogen.
Steroids have a chance of fucking my HPTA, my endocrine system, my libido, and worsening my depression even after one cycle.
The thing is, I'm not going to wait for signs of estrogen uptake to start Armidex. I will be taking it every single day and eating 5000-6000 calories every single day.
I am gaining lbs easy but it is mostly fat even though I'm a vegetarian who eats mostly clean, a lot a lot of carbs, oatmeal, hemp seeds (fuck me, prolly 2000 calories a day from that ( 2 1/2 - 3 cups). In school I shove bagels down my throat, huge bag of bagels. This is just not my way of doing things. Something about me: I am a very strong person I don't know why or how, I think it's because of my willpower and my dedication to whatever it is I do. I am very strong but do not look very strong, someone said something about fast twitch muscles.
Lets start off with how strong my tendons and ligaments are:
Training for 2 years, overtraining for 1 1/2 year, minor injuries, pulled my right lat once from not stretching once during a workout, now I stretch 20 pre and after every workout.
Pulled a hamstring from not working them out for a long time and then jumping in with a friend.
Smashed fingers here and there on weights.
But thats it, why? Because I rest everytime something starts hurting, I know my bodies limit.

Lifts:
Deadlift: 3 plates
Squat: 3 plates
Bench: 1 and 1/2
Dummbell Press: 70 lbs each side x 5 - 4 sets
Curls? - 45 Lb's x 5 - 4 sets
Clean ? - Probally 1 plate x 5 - 4 sets, don't clean often.
I am a very strong kid and I am obviously decided.



Even if I use something such as Nolvadex and Clomid , they could close my growth plates.
So I'm relying on Armidex, I could get my hands on the oral liquid or the oral tabs, I will get the tabs ASAP. I am thinking .75 ED. This may be a high dose, but I really don't want my growth plates closing if they already havent.

Stats:
5'5
Weight: 148 lbs, I have gained 8 lbs in the past 3 weeks eating 3500-4000 calories a day and hitting 200g protein minimum. I know how to eat, I can lose weight and gain weight whenever I want, I have been tracking every meal for the past 4 months. I think I have a very good understanding on what to do, and I can afford the 5000-6000 calories to gain 20-30 lbs on this Test E cycle.

What else do I know:
ORALS WILL FUCK YOU UP, you will need Test e anyway so why not just do Test E and fuck the stack/liver damage.
How to inject.
I am far from my genetic potential ( could get to 160-180 lbs 10% bodyfat, but how long would that take? minimum 3-5 more years )
I need a solid foundation ( I think I have it and I'm willing to prove it to you guys, watch me ).
I can't not eat because I don't feel like it.
When I shut off I WILL feel like shit and lose 5-10 lbs of muscle/fat/water weight.

What I have questions about:
Study done with 45 men.
Multavitamin everyday? 4g of fishoil too enough? Lipid Stabil?
2 showers a day w anti-bacterial soap and shampoo?
What else to get to avoid hair loss, I don't have MPB but an reciding hairline but I don't even give a shit any more but I have the money to get anything , fin?
I'm getting another so should I just do 14 weeks? Slow ester.
Stretch marks? How noticeable? If I go from 150-180 will it be very noticeable and easy to tell.
PCT:
2 weeks after last shot

Here I have 2 options:

Dr Michael Scally and it’s been proven to work.
45 men return to baseline.

Days 1-16 HCG 2500Iu EOD
Days 1-30 Clomid 100mg ED
Days 1-45 nolva 20mg ED

2

Just Armidex/Aromasin and HCG
Do I get armidex or aromasin, which takes more estrogen so I have least chance of growth plates closing, I'm doing research on this as we speak.
Need help on option 2 because I want the least estrogen rebound and can afford to get less gains.
IGF-1 LR3 - I have a reputable source and I can take these post workout, low dose, around 20-40 mg everyday. This is extra but I've read by people who don't have a reason to lie to promote their company that it helps maintain gains during PCT.
Triptorelin ? Isn't a SERM , could restore HPTA?
 
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