Do you hallucinate or have been?

[Inspired]

Have to admit that although I'm much older than most here I've tried it just once. Drinking and smoking make me worse. I go silent and sink deep into the darkness of depression. Even just one beer and I'm silent and sad.
Yep I'm no life of the party. I kill a good party. Xmas time I just go to sleep while the rest of the family drink and party at my house. Have never stayed up for new years. Never.
Get me in the gym and I don't shut up. I'm talking to everyone. Like here where you are all my friends. In real life you wouldn't talk to me. I'd bring you down.

Why would you bring us down? Sounds like you have people around you that can't handle reality or deeper content.

Rickt, you're better off without alcohol. Ultimately, alcohol isn't worth it. It can be fun but the hangovers and mental anguish are not worth it.

 

[Rickt]

Why would you bring us down? Sounds like you have people around you that can't handle reality or deeper content.

Rickt, you're better off without alcohol. Ultimately, alcohol isn't worth it. It can be fun but the hangovers and mental anguish are not worth it.

Thanks man. That is how my family support me. I may not drink or smoke like them but I'm still fun in my own way. That was an uplifting post my friend. Almost out of place in a forum that seems to be focused on knocking people down then kicking them.
Thanks a lot. There are some humans with real hearts here. And also the rest.

 

[Hayes88]

Have to admit that although I'm much older than most here I've tried it just once. Drinking and smoking make me worse. I go silent and sink deep into the darkness of depression. Even just one beer and I'm silent and sad.
Yep I'm no life of the party. I kill a good party. Xmas time I just go to sleep while the rest of the family drink and party at my house. Have never stayed up for new years. Never.
Get me in the gym and I don't shut up. I'm talking to everyone. Like here where you are all my friends. In real life you wouldn't talk to me. I'd bring you down.

I agree with Inspired here, from the little I've seen/ gotten to know you I see someone who lifts people up. As soon as I came with mental issues you were the first one to contact me in PM (and only). You see everyone's point and seek to bring everyone closer, not letting pride come on the way of that. Give yourself some credit and remember that you are loved.

Additionally, we all have our safe spaces and comfort zones. Alcohol is a drug (imo) and I am moving away from it further and further myself. I am not depressed when I drink, but I am for several days after even when hangover has passed. Quality time is without use, next to people you love or appreciate, in any way, shape or form you find enjoyment together.

My girl for example loves to paint while I work on the computer. We don't say anything to eachother, but love just being next to each other. Quiet, no party, just comfortable.

 

[Rickt]

I agree with Inspired here, from the little I've seen/ gotten to know you I see someone who lifts people up. As soon as I came with mental issues you were the first one to contact me in PM (and only). You see everyone's point and seek to bring everyone closer, not letting pride come on the way of that. Give yourself some credit and remember that you are loved.

Additionally, we all have our safe spaces and comfort zones. Alcohol is a drug (imo) and I am moving away from it further and further myself. I am not depressed when I drink, but I am for several days after even when hangover has passed. Quality time is without use, next to people you love or appreciate, in any way, shape or form you find enjoyment together.

My girl for example loves to paint while I work on the computer. We don't say anything to eachother, but love just being next to each other. Quiet, no party, just comfortable.

My wife and I are like that. She watches tv at night. I will undress her slowly and paint her from head to toe in peanut butter (smooth oily) then I.
Hang on this is children friendly. So imagine if you can. Or I will send you a picture of a 57 year old woman covered in peanut butter if you are into that stuff.
Shame on you if you are.

 

[Hayes88]

My wife and I are like that. She watches tv at night. I will undress her slowly and paint her from head to toe in peanut butter (smooth oily) then I.
Hang on this is children friendly. So imagine if you can. Or I will send you a picture of a 57 year old woman covered in peanut butter if you are into that stuff.
Shame on you if you are.

Well who said children can't join parents when they are covered in peanut butter, it's nutritious, wholesome, and delicious!

 

[Rickt]

Yes. But only daddy gets to lick mum clean. The rest of the family I don't want to know what they do right.

 

[JesterBOB]

Sad story bob. Do believe this is your first open post where you have said something about your family. You normally keep it tight. Maybe one day we may learn a little about you.

Yes, it is difficult for me to share problems, this is my problem. But maybe I will slowly write about myself.

 

[JesterBOB]

Have to admit that although I'm much older than most here I've tried it just once. Drinking and smoking make me worse. I go silent and sink deep into the darkness of depression. Even just one beer and I'm silent and sad.
Yep I'm no life of the party. I kill a good party. Xmas time I just go to sleep while the rest of the family drink and party at my house. Have never stayed up for new years. Never.
Get me in the gym and I don't shut up. I'm talking to everyone. Like here where you are all my friends. In real life you wouldn't talk to me. I'd bring you down.

Alcohol also affects me, so I haven't been drinking for a long time.

 

[JesterBOB]

My best friend was like this finally he convinced his self to stop smoke and was his back old self! Then he got into drinking..
My brother when he smokes is slow , me on the other hand I'm not I'm relaxed but not slow and it doesn't interfere with my daily life.
I'm not looking like a stoner/smoker also when someone happens to know it because we're about to smoke together they all fall from the sky.

I try to support all my loved ones and that they do not smoke or drink. I try to instill good habits in them

 

[Rickt]

I try to support all my loved ones and that they do not smoke or drink. I try to instill good habits in them

Set a good living example and they may follow you. Set a bad example and it is garenteed they will follow you. Good work Bob.

 

[JesterBOB]

Set a good living example and they may follow you. Set a bad example and it is garenteed they will follow you. Good work Bob.

It is true that one should always start with oneself and personal example.

 

[EatClen/TrenHard]

I'm schizoprenic so yeah. I hallucinate in all senses, touch, sight, smell, hearing and even taste. Sometimes I smell fuzzy peaches and then see an image of a peace. This week after having a chicken tikka samosa, I tasted it the next day and saw an image of one.

 

[JesterBOB]

I'm schizoprenic so yeah. I hallucinate in all senses, touch, sight, smell, hearing and even taste. Sometimes I smell fuzzy peaches and then see an image of a peace. This week after having a chicken tikka samosa, I tasted it the next day and saw an image of one.

What is the smell of fluffy peaches?

 

[Inspired]

I'm schizoprenic so yeah. I hallucinate in all senses, touch, sight, smell, hearing and even taste. Sometimes I smell fuzzy peaches and then see an image of a peace. This week after having a chicken tikka samosa, I tasted it the next day and saw an image of one.

That's kind of cool. Does all of this stimulation ever become bothersome for you or cause negative effects in your life?

When you say hallucination, do you know what is real or not real? Can you differentiate or are you not always sure?

 

[Rickt]

I'm schizoprenic so yeah. I hallucinate in all senses, touch, sight, smell, hearing and even taste. Sometimes I smell fuzzy peaches and then see an image of a peace. This week after having a chicken tikka samosa, I tasted it the next day and saw an image of one.

Doesn't sound like such a bad place to . Unless it is like when I was 15 and drank beer till I passed out. Next day I saw and tasted beer again. Saw it all yellow and coming out my mouth. Never been drunk again.

 

[Rickt]

That's kind of cool. Does all of this stimulation ever become bothersome for you or cause negative effects in your life?

When you say hallucination, do you know what is real or not real? Can you differentiate or are you not always sure?

Yes good questions. I'm assuming because you talk about it you can tell what is real and not.

 

[Rickt]

What is the smell of fluffy peaches?

Like pussy just orange bob. Smells very orange. Pussy in Australia smells very pink. But peaches in Australia smell orange.

 

[JesterBOB]

Like pussy just orange bob. Smells very orange. Pussy in Australia smells very pink. But peaches in Australia smell orange.

LOL Thanks bro, you can cheer me up.

 

[Rickt]

LOL Thanks bro, you can cheer me up.

The truth is bob. You cheer me up. I don't have a brother. Just a sister with both my parents dead now. So meso is a strange family. Bob is the brother i never had.

 

[JesterBOB]

The truth is bob. You cheer me up. I don't have a brother. Just a sister with both my parents dead now. So meso is a strange family. Bob is the brother i never had.

Thanks BRO. I also come to court and communicate and get good and positive emotions. It's like a friendship.