Do you lie to yourself about your aas usage?...seriously think about it

Yeah i lie to myself about my AAS usage...
Every time i finish a tren run i swear it off. The lack of sleep, the haywire feeling all the time, the BP issues it causes, the testy attitude, the acid reflux, the tren cough, the acne. Get tired of pinning EOD. Get tired of coughing up my kidneys when i hit that vein juuuust right. Get tired tired of feeling like a grade A macho, narcissistic asshole hell bent on destroying everything. Get tired of the anxiety when im just trying to get my weekly groceries. Get tired of shopping early hours at my supermarket JUST to avoid the crowds that i know are gonna make me flip out.

Then i come off...
Get GREAT sleep. Feel better inside. Wait a couple weeks and the BP issues start correcting themselves. I can stand to be around people again. I have a better attitude. Wow life is pretty damn good right now!
Then 1 month passes. Then 2. Then 3 and im thinking bout that tren again. Im like yeah...lets do this. Like a dirty little slut that betrays you every time but your sooooo willing to do it again. Let her fuck you one more time...
Order my pack. It arrives. Im so damn excited to be injecting this stuff again
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^^^^^^THIS^^^^^^
 
There are worse things you could be doing, like on a constant diet of fast food that I see disgusting 300 lb slobs doing everyday. I've also never smoked, drank or used rec drugs.

Some gear use is the least of my problems.
 
This^^^^
Exactly how I feel..... when I'm on my death bed I might say I wish I had done something different.. I didn't start aas until I was 35 years old other than a couple test runs in the army years back.... my point is .... At 36 I fuck better, feel better, look better than I ever have in my life... I'm sure I'm not the only person who feels this way,
To me, it's quality of life... I would not go back ...
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