First cycle....emergency room!

[billydidit]

I am new to the scene here but I have a buddy at work that helped me get signed up. I was hoping that someone might be able to give me some information about an unpleasant experience I had on my first cycle.

I ordered Deca (8 - 2cc - 200mg vials). They were legit from what my doctor tells me. Organon with the yellow top. My plan was an eight week cycle. 200mg per week, since my receptors are so fresh, seemed appropriate.

I had a friend inject me (I am famialiar with the correct way to do this and can do it myself with no problems) with 2cc/200mg. Right after I sat down to play some video games and smoke some bud. After about two hours I started feeling overwhelmed. I stood up and felt as if I was going to pass out. I thought that I was going to have a heart attack and that I had made a major mistake. My buddy drove me to the emergency room and dropped me off. I actually thought I was going to die.

My heart rate was 130 bpm and my blood pressure was 170/110. Normally my resting pulse is 50-60 bpm and my blood pressure is 130/80. They released me without doing anything and I went out and puked in the parking lot and was having the worst time of my life. No joke. I went back in and the gave me atetinol to lower my blood pressure and slow my heart rate.

I went to see my doctor the next day and he said I have an anxiety disorder and gave me clonazepam to prevent panic attacks. So I decided to continue with the Deca at 50mg every 3 days. I noticed that I would feel the same each time I injected but the medication kept me under control. I did notice strength in the gym after the third week big time. But these so called "panic attacks" were so bad that I just threw it all away. It took a looooong time before I felt normal again.

Does anyone know what the hell was happening to me?

Symptoms: Irregular heart beat, fast heart beat, fear, faint feeling, sick feeling, feeling like i was going to die, sweating a pool in bed at night and poor sleep. I have recently had another episode. I stopped smoking bud and started with some vitamins and now I feel pretty good.

I am about to start a cycle of Winstrol 50mg per day (pills). Should I expect the same reaction? I have heard that deca is not good for everyone and I thought that Winstrol might work for me.

Before I start hopefully one of you will be able to give me some advice/answers.

Sorry this message was so long, but I really need some advice.

Thanks,

billydidit

EDITED:
Mr. Billy, no one wants to read your message in Bold, extra large font. I've taken the liberty of returning your post to normal.
It would be appreciated if you wouldn't do this in the future.
MaxRep

 

[spound]

First of all, Deca only is a terrible cycle. ANd winstrol only is pretty bad as well. Second of all...I would not get back on AAS until I had the problem COMPLETELY under control.

 

[MANWHORE]

Well whether Deca Winny eq only cycles are good or not is a matter of opinion but if i were you i wouldn't use ass at all.... ever.. My friend gets panic attacks and takes medication for them. He asked me about ass and i told him to forget about it. I wouldn't want anything to happen to him. He's not a serious BBer,so i see no reason for him to take the chance

 

[quedog123]

I dont think it was th AAS at all it would not have been in your system much even by them. It proly was the damn BUD you were subconsiouly nervous about the shot. weed can cause very serouis panik attacks i have seen this first hand. I think you had a marijuana related paninc attack in my opinion.

 

[borderbound]

well for once i think i will recomend someone to take some prohormones

being as your panic attack is all mental ( no offence) just a fact

the illicitness of winstrol would probably set you off too

 

[willie_man]

I am really hoping your not the same guy that keeps posting threads like this over at BB.com.....

 

[plmuscle]

Personally I think you shouldn't take any roids. Firts and foremost you smoke bud, you haven't done any research simply because you are asking very basic questions. You need to do alot more research and learn about roids, diet and training. You haven't mentioned anything about your diet or training. WHy would a doctor tell you if the Deca was real? This whole story is full of PURE BULLSHIT and LIES. You sound like a teenager.

My response to you is RESEARCH,RESEARCH and do more RESEARCH about roids. Don't come back with a reply stating I did my research, because it's plain as day you haven't. If you did some research you would have known that a Deca only cycle isn't advised, also a Winstrol only cycle isn't advised either. Some other guys on the board might help you but I don't help those who either sound underage or plain out shouldn't be taking roids.

 

[MANWHORE]

well for once i think i will recomend someone to take some prohormones

being as your panic attack is all mental ( no offence) just a fact

the illicitness of winstrol would probably set you off too

Have you ever had a panic attack?

 

[snyper]

did you aspirate? maybe you shot in a vien? i would have to agree with qdog. it wasnt even in your system yet.

 

[Phreezer]

He did not shoot into a vein....He had some kind of anxiety attack...If you inject into a vein..almost always the vein will just colapse...There is a slim chance you could have an embolism...Now.. if you ever hit a vein and have an embolism you will know it..it happens within seconds of injecting or while your injecting....not minutes or hours after... You'll be injecting and BAM..You'll feel like someone slammed you in the chest with a baseball bat..you'll get VERY hot..and you'll cough so bad that you think you'll die (which you actually can)... NOW WRT to your cycle...

Okay bud...(no pun intended)

1. You have no idea how to cycle... 50mg E3D?? why? Deca has a half life of around 10 days..there is no need to inject but once a week...and 150mg-200mg a week of only deca is not smart..it's just enough to shut down your bodies production of test and little more...

2.Do a search on how to cycle..you've got a lot of reading to do...

3. If you have an anxiety disorder, marijuana may not be the best thing for you, as the physioligical changes it causes in your body may disrupt the effect of your medication.

 

[MJM]

Like the others said, I'm pretty sure it was related to the grass you were smoking, especially if it some wicked shit it'll make you fucking paranoid one second and freaking out, and the other second you could be calm and relaxed.

 

[skyking]

Yeah def a teenager prob has his pants down do his crack also lol well any way as pheezer said i injected once and right after the shot i got hot fast and felt like i was going to die and i was real dizzy but i recovered fine and as bud goes i have seen one of my friends ,when i used to smoke i had some hydro he smoked a joint with me and we went to the store to get him some beer and bam the fucker just passed out cold the ambulance came ,i thought he was having a heart attack is was simply a reaction to the bud a severe panick attack.......stay away from that shit broand read read read before you do anything else........Skyking

 

[juicecravin]

so far it is blatently obvious to all of us that you arent ready to juice. Just the fact that you thought the deca gave you the panic attack and still took it shows absolute ignorance, what if it was a more lethal substance like insulin or dnp?...you wouldnt be on here typing right now thats for sure. also, how about you give us some stats - im guessing you arent a very serious lifter and are probably to small to be considering use of AAS, BTW dont take this as a flame, its just that you are doing something stupid and nobody wants you to get hurt. juicers winning darwin awards arent good for the rep of those in this community.

 

[juicecravin]

Sounds to me like just some weirdo trying to scare people out of taking AAS.

well then, what a sick sick son of a bitch.lol

 

[lonewolf36]

Just think about the one who he got his gear from. This sounds like the kind of guy that would narc you out in a heartbeat. They do something stupid, like take gear as though they are experimenting with rec drugs, then have a bad reaction, no matter what the cause, and suddenly the gear is evil. Don't waste your money on gear, use it to clean up your system, and find some things called weights and start working out.

 

[mooselips]

Could you please use larger print? I can't quite read your question.

 

[Kelly Slater]

It wasnt the deca, being that it takes a while for the deca to get into you system. It sounds like a panic attack to me.

I have suffered from panic attacks and anxiety for almost 10 years now and you systems sound exactly like when i went to the emergency room when i was 17. In the past ten years I have learned how to control my anxiety and I am on Paxil for it too.

During my first cycle about 5 years ago, I experience panic attacks while on. I have to admit that when im on cycle i am more prone to feeling anxious and having a panic attack here and there.

My advise to you is to get your anxiety under a bit more controll before you cycle. I know from first hand experience exactly what you went through and how you felt. It SUCKS. I wouldnt want my worst enemy to experience panic attacks and for all you who are reading this, it truely is the most horrible thing you can go through. Its really not a "mental" thing, but rather a chemical imbalance involving Serotonin (sp?). Anyone who hasnt had a panic attack does not know how horrible they really are.

Good luck to you bro, and if your stubborn like me and want to continue the juice, when you feel a panic attack comming on, relax and know that YOU WILL NOT DIE. no one has ever died from a panic attack. You'll get through it and you will be fine in a few minutes.

Peace..kelly

PS...also deca only?? so long mister hard on...throw in some test bro

 

[Kelly Slater]

Oh, one more thing Billydidit,

I had my first panic attack after smoking pot when i was 17. I have never touched any drugs after that day ever. It was HUGE for me to even consider using AAS in my early 20's. But after all the reaserch (key word RESEARCH) I finally felt completely safe doing AAS. Proper and safe usage of AAS is fine in my book. I take proper time off and get my blood tested at least once a year.

Peace...kelly

 

[bigmik44]

First off, I don't use deca because it does increase my anxiety. Maybe not from the first shot, but it does make me crazy and increases my insomnia. I could not imagine doing my 1st shot of aas and then smoking some bud. After my 1st shot which was 200mg cyp & 200mg deca, it made me tired and I just took a nap. The increased anxiety came down the road.

 

[esco]

a. you're not ready for aas
b. you need to do alot of research
c. you probably should not even use aas