First tren run

First day back to work and I can tell the tren is affecting my mood. I try not to let it but I was pissed off the first 5 min of work and ready to go home over stupid shit. I might normally have gotten upset but I was pissed off bad. Still worth it tho, I just gotta relax and breath. My stength is up, my weight is up to 249 but I'm not really worried about the weight, bc I actually look slimmer than I did.

Did chest yesterday and I have to say this again, I hate paused bench press. I only did 3x12 with 185 and it felt way heavier. Pausing for a full second, sometimes 2 at the bottom is hard. It burns, it felt like my whole chest was on fire. Probably my least favorite exercise of all time :mad:
 
Was only able to get to the gym yesterday for 40min due to having so much to do on my day off. Hit it hard tho, used the hack squat machine and loaded 4 plates on each side and 3x5. Easily my best so far on that. My strength is still steadily climbing but I have been slacking on tracking my macros.

I think after I cruise for a couple months when this cycle is over, I might try npp n dbol for a winter bulk. I bought some off 24k bf he shut down and it's just laying around. Might as well try it.
 
So I went to take my pre workout tren suspension shot Saturday and I messed up. I think I was half asleep, wiggling the needle, pushed way to fucking hard, my leg still hurts this morning. I was suppose to do legs yesterday too and couldn't bc it hurt to bad, it hurts to bend my left leg. Fuck me lol
 
Got my ingrown toe nail removed yesterday. I didn't feel shit when he was doing it bc it was all numbed up but today I can feel it lol. Glad I got a leg day in yesterday bf I went bc I don't think I will work my legs the rest of the week. Some old black women looked at me when I was at the doc and said " your strapped" as she was looking at my arms lol. I just thanked her and sat down.
 
Since my foot is still killing me this morning and I can't really get a shoe on, I've decided to take a deload week. Haven't had one in awhile so what time then now. I'm still at the gym right now tho, I'm just going to decrease my weights/reps instead of all our resting.
 
Decided to take today off so I'll just update on my cycle so far.

I'm loving tren, my confidence is thru the roof. All my lifts have gone up, I look bigger but I look more cut at the same time. I'm still eating just above maitance and I have no problem eating. I fall asleep like a baby every night, I still sweat at night which sucks but I don't wake up bc of it. My breathing is still labored, that's the only thing I don't like. I have asthma already, so I constantly feel like I'm catching my breath. I've done better at controlling my temper, which I've never had a problem with. When I first started I kinda lost my temper quick with somethings but it has gotten better. Got 5 more weeks then I'll cruise for a couple months bf I try npp this winter for a real bulk.
 
First day back in the gym after a little break and I killed it this morning. Did chest/triceps and everything felt light and I was able to add weight to almost every exercise. Finally did 3x5 at 315 on my bench. Well, the last set I only managed 2 reps but that was bc I tried to position my feet different. Normally I keep my feet flat on the ground. This time I tried kicking them back as far as I could, so my tippy toes would be on the ground. I didn't like how it felt so I stopped at 2.
 
First day back in the gym after a little break and I killed it this morning. Did chest/triceps and everything felt light and I was able to add weight to almost every exercise. Finally did 3x5 at 315 on my bench. Well, the last set I only managed 2 reps but that was bc I tried to position my feet different. Normally I keep my feet flat on the ground. This time I tried kicking them back as far as I could, so my tippy toes would be on the ground. I didn't like how it felt so I stopped at 2.

I don't like that step up either. Its the best though, just takes time and practice.

So it was 3 sets of 5 or 5 sets of 3? Either way good fucking work!!
 
3 sets of 5. Yea idk, I kinda like my feet flat on the ground when I bench. The other way didn't feel right, but your right about practice. Maybe I will like it in time. Yea my chest has been cramping up on me all day at work now. Everytime j go to grab something it wants to lock up lol
 
Killed it again this morning. Did legs and added weight to everything. I've been taking TNE and mtren pre workout and I don't know what is doing what but the last 2 days the weights seem lighter and I have more energy/stamina.
 
Did back/biceps/shoulders yesterday and had a good workout. Head wasn't really into working out so it was hard. Wife is finally coming to terms with us not being able to have a kid and scheduled her hysterectomy, which she needs to relieve the pain she is in Every month. I realized this was going to happen a year ago, I was just waiting for her.
 
Did back/biceps/shoulders yesterday and had a good workout. Head wasn't really into working out so it was hard. Wife is finally coming to terms with us not being able to have a kid and scheduled her hysterectomy, which she needs to relieve the pain she is in Every month. I realized this was going to happen a year ago, I was just waiting for her.

Sorry to hear that. Ain't she too young?? I guess not if its scheduled.
 
Sorry to hear that. Ain't she too young?? I guess not if its scheduled.
She is 32, she has already had 1 ovary and Fallopian tube removed bc they were causing her pain and where no good. Her uterus is not shaped right and she has fibroids all over. She has endometriosis also. Our chances of having a baby with IVF were not very good, and she would have had to have major surgery just for us to try, it wasn't even a for sure thing the surgery would help. She is heart broken to say the least, she would have made an awesome mother.
 
She is 32, she has already had 1 ovary and Fallopian tube removed bc they were causing her pain and where no good. Her uterus is not shaped right and she has fibroids all over. She has endometriosis also. Our chances of having a baby with IVF were not very good, and she would have had to have major surgery just for us to try, it wasn't even a for sure thing the surgery would help. She is heart broken to say the least, she would have made an awesome mother.

Man what a horrible situation. Sorry brother. You could always adopt?? I know its not the same, but there's plenty of kids that need a good home.
 
Man what a horrible situation. Sorry brother. You could always adopt?? I know its not the same, but there's plenty of kids that need a good home.
We have looked into it. Money is a issue right now and from what I remember, me having a felony is an issue. But I can get mine sealed, for $1000 lol. Money makes the world go round lol
 
Went to the gym this morning pumped to do some lifting. After reading the bench press thread I thought I'd see how many reps I could get at 225 instead of doing paused bench today since I hate doing that anyways. I was for sure I could get 20 or more. Fuck no, I tired out after 13, wtf? I don't understand it, I got 315 for 5 but I can't lift 225 more than 13 times in a row? I don't usually lift high reps on my bench so not sure if that's why I tired out so fast, but I was disappointed to say the least. The rest of my workout was good at least.
 
Went to the gym this morning pumped to do some lifting. After reading the bench press thread I thought I'd see how many reps I could get at 225 instead of doing paused bench today since I hate doing that anyways. I was for sure I could get 20 or more. Fuck no, I tired out after 13, wtf? I don't understand it, I got 315 for 5 but I can't lift 225 more than 13 times in a row? I don't usually lift high reps on my bench so not sure if that's why I tired out so fast, but I was disappointed to say the least. The rest of my workout was good at least.

Did you "prime" you CNS? Say like 185 for 2 or 3, 225 for 2, 275 for 2, 315 for 1? Or did you just attack 225 like a madman? Lol
 
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