For ex-skinny guys here

I had a very inncorrect perception of what aas would do for you. I was insecure and that was one of the main reasons. I also threw out my back on a cut which i took at the time as feeling age so that was another reason. I was mostly insecure because my gf at the time had a lot of beefy exes. God was that stupid for so many reasons. I got big and strong but I was then fat and got tons of acne. So i went from skinny and attractive to bloated as fuck, hairy as fuck, and acne everywhere!!!! Oh the irony! Ive got it under control now but with what I know now I probably just woulda stuck with trt haha or maybe nothing at all and just stop drinking. But atlas I am iron slave for life haha
 
I had a very inncorrect perception of what aas would do for you. I was insecure and that was one of the main reasons. I also threw out my back on a cut which i took at the time as feeling age so that was another reason. I was mostly insecure because my gf at the time had a lot of beefy exes. God was that stupid for so many reasons. I got big and strong but I was then fat and got tons of acne. So i went from skinny and attractive to bloated as fuck, hairy as fuck, and acne everywhere!!!! Oh the irony! Ive got it under control now but with what I know now I probably just woulda stuck with trt haha or maybe nothing at all and just stop drinking. But atlas I am iron slave for life haha
I feel you there. Imagining a jacked Greek god coming to take your girl while you’re just the little guy who can’t do shit. One of the reasons why I won’t pct anymore. I’d probably lose 30lbs and melt to 175lbs. Are you two still together?
 
How was life as a skinny How much of a difference did you notice in how people treat you in general? Has getting jacked or muscular made life easier or more challenging?

Did being skinny and bullying influence your decision to start lifting and using AAS?

Most guys who get into bodybuilding simply do it for the “passion” and because they already know their potential to gain size/strength. I rarely hear stories of everyday average dudes who started due to life factors unrelated to lifting.
Are you a reporter? You start alot of threads like this.

I was bullied, beaten, and had a hell of a time. Parents put me in marital arts in junior high through high school. Then the bullies wanted to "test" me.

I started lifting after high school at 160lbs. 6' tall. Fast forward to when I moved to Cali from the PNW at 30. I weighed 170lbs. I was "fit" but small. I've always struggled with strength and gaining size. I have to be consistent or my strength wanes.

I started putting on more weight in my 40's and got much more serious. Started power lifting and loved it. Toyed around with prohormones when they were still legal. Fleeting gains. Waste of $$$. Sitting at 190 and BF in the teens.

I had my first taste of AAS at 47. Test first cycle then tried EQ.

I'm now 51 and 215lbs at 15% BF. I started to BnC 1.5 years ago. I've ran EQ (meh), DHB (love the stuff), and NPP. Anadrol and Superdrol are my go to orals for breaking through plateaus. All the others (var, dbol, tbol) fuck me up.

At this age I'm thankful to be where I'm at in strength and size. Bodybuilding has become a lifestyle and something I couldn't live without. Gaining weight at this age is hard as its the amount of food I have to eat daily that's the biggest challenge.
 
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