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fike
Member
Yep. Damned old white ladies driving in the left lane going 45 almost make break out into a full blown stroke.
Orc419
Member
As someone who has suffered from severe depression and suicidal thoughts my whole life I thought that steroids would change that and make me into the person I wanted to be. I read a similar thread before I started and heard people say you would be exactly the just more muscular. And they were completely right. It did not cure my mental health issues like I thought it might. That come from improving yourself mentally and emotionally. I will say I am much more calm now because I'm less insecure. But to anyone that reads this that wants to start gear to help depression, it probably won't work and you're going to get hooked for life. Fix it by finding help, professionally or from loved ones.
All Nats McGee
Well-known Member
I always fear long term TRT might make depression worse. Yes the first 3-5 years are good but long term I feel like the missing neurosteroids might play a role in this. This is Just a guess cause I don’t think we fully understand this.
AlwaysHungry
Well-known Member
Yeah first years of blasting and only trt was amazing I mean you get mostly positives very little sides if at all. You increase the dosage you feel more happy more horny , state of mind is unbeatable and confident you fuck so many good pussies.
But there's the later phase every Increase in dosage you feel less happy depression and irritability increases , you get less horny maybe your cock does not respond the same as the first years now it want proper amounts to work properly and not overloading it with androgen.
As the years go by you realize they aren't the miracle you thought they were they're just drugs and if you use them high and/or long enough you will eventually face their Darkside of it.
But there's the later phase every Increase in dosage you feel less happy depression and irritability increases , you get less horny maybe your cock does not respond the same as the first years now it want proper amounts to work properly and not overloading it with androgen.
As the years go by you realize they aren't the miracle you thought they were they're just drugs and if you use them high and/or long enough you will eventually face their Darkside of it.
GuerillaPete
Well-known Member
Maybe try hcg for this problem or dhea and pregnenolone if you can't take hcg.
connoristiny
New Member
bloodwork all good too?
underground elite
New Member
To be completely honest I notice hardly any change mentally. The big power was the increase in strength
350mg test/week
350mg test/week
AlwaysHungry
Well-known Member
HCG it definitely does me a lot of good mentally I don't mind to have huge balls so from time to time I grab 1 2 vials and do 500iu MWF. But some times I do it sometimes not but definitely helps.
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Deleted member 134759
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The only thing I can think on tren is “lift heavy weights” “cum in fat girls” that’s literally it
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Deleted member 134759
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The traits I most identified with is excessive need for admiration, being emotionally manipulative, I’m also very selfish. If a woman doesn’t fit my needs exactly, I’ll let her know or ghost her. I think my time is valuable and if a female inconveniences me I’ll think nothing of blocking her number.
I know I sound like an asshole, but I at least recognize the personality disorder and I actively try to not be that way
RedXXSouth
Member
This is one concern I have moving towards my first cycle. I’m a naturally aggressive person though not generally violent. I’m just aggressive towards life, a go getter, early riser, hard worker. I don’t like games or people of ill intent. I have 3 kids and a wife. I would not want to be unfair or mean to them.
Deskoze38192
Member
We all have narcissistic tendencies to some degree, every human. The very fact that you self-analyze and admit faults actually points to you not being a narcissist
You mentioned woman have called you that. Women are highly skilled at picking up on the insecurities of men and using it against them when they are upset. The fact you even mentioned this shows that you may of shown this as an insecurity and woman have picked up on that. Plus woman love to call men narcissists. In fact every single woman I have ever dated, got to open up, has a narcissist ex lol. The odds of that actually being the case are not plausible.
Try not to label yourself. Just be yourself
A lot of women will say any man that takes care of himself, works out, is muscular and not a fat turd with a 'dad bod' is a narcissist. Seems like the cool thing any more is to be an average slob that doesn't strive to be anything better.
Deskoze38192
Member
A lot of truth to this
I’m a naturally aggressive person with a very short fuse or I was. I’m now the opposite almost. I am much more patient with my wife and kids and not nearly as hot headed as I was before but i don’t hesitate to call out bullshit especially form strangers or people I just generally don’t like.
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Deleted member 134759
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You make a very good point. I’ve had dozens of women say my ex is a narcissist blah blah blah he was so controlling ect. Maybe reality is he got tired of you getting drunk and being a whore constantly?
It’s true, women do find any small tiny thing that may bother you…and use it to manipulate you or hurt your feelings.
Also I think since most men on this forum are in the 5-10% of men looks and physique wise, if a woman gets dumped by that 10% she’s going to lash out because it’s unlikely she’ll get another man as good or better than the one she just got left by
I have really bad PTSD as well as GAD, which doctors suspect came from my accident.
Testosterone fixed those problems, but only while on them. It helps at TRT doses, or higher, so I don't really need high doses.
NPP + Test did the same for me, but my sense of well-being was even better. NPP made me completely calm, but gave me a floppy donkey dick that was pretty useless.
Haven't tried tren yet. In general, my mental health issues pretty much go away while on steroids, but they come back after a few weeks of stopping. It's likely a chemical imbalance due to a TBI.
Testosterone fixed those problems, but only while on them. It helps at TRT doses, or higher, so I don't really need high doses.
NPP + Test did the same for me, but my sense of well-being was even better. NPP made me completely calm, but gave me a floppy donkey dick that was pretty useless.
Haven't tried tren yet. In general, my mental health issues pretty much go away while on steroids, but they come back after a few weeks of stopping. It's likely a chemical imbalance due to a TBI.
