@Ga1ntrain I'd definitely look at something like a low dose Telmisartan to take during cycles man, 20-40mg. It's cheap and extremely effective. There's even some data to suggest it can help with anxiety. I get it though, you take your BP once and it's high, then you start freaking out, so it shoots up more, you're convinced you're fucked/having a heart attack/dying/whatever, etc, etc. I'd advise looking at an app called Dare that has some guided meditation and other cool things on it. It's free and also has a paid option with more stuff.
Also do your bloodwork. It's not that expensive, and if need be, go look at my thread about it.