aahhh shitty! went out last night, saw a strenuosly long movie. i felt like i was in high school because she would want to make out in the theatre (we sat in the very back) too bad i didnt get more than that.
anyways, so we go back to her place and on the way home she starts complaining about her stomach and how upset it is! she thought it might have been the MX-40 shake i gave her.. thats when i knew i was going to be in for a wait to get some puss, if any at all!!
so we go get in bed finally and she puts on her sweat pants and a little cut off shirt. I have had sex with this girl probably 10 times now and it has been some of the best and dirtiest ive ever had! im like "what the fuck is this. i dont have to put up with this shit!". ive seen her naked and im laying in her bed butt ass nekid like i always do because i refuse to wear underwear and i always get in her bed nekid. ok, so shes got an upset stomach and all, fine, bad idea to give her something like for her first time before a date to bang! fine! anyways, all she wants to do is stay up and talk about whatever she can think of, family, school , you name it, she wanted to chat all night. i finally coulnt muster anymore words and jsut reached over and flipped off the lamp and started snoozing. fuck that!
so then this morning her depressed, needy ass freind calls at like 8:30 (who ive banged a few times too

) and she talks for like 10 mins while ive got this once again, blasted morning wood stuck in her back. i get ready to get out of bed and start putting my clothes on and she promply gets off the phone, and gets on top of me and start dry humping me. ok by now im like, "fuckin finally" then i start to skimmy her pants off for some action and she pulls them up!
Ok ive had it! i had to ask her what the fuckin gig was, (in a nice way of course). she said simply again, and i just dont believe it..."im still sore, and i need to wax first before you can see it"... we havent had sex for a week and i told her i dont care about the damn hair, what little bit she has! im damn confused here. after that, i got up and put on my clothes at the right time. left her house 2 hrs before i told her i needed to and she followed me all around downstairs and walked me out like she wanted to hang later.
ok, im a nice guy here and have a lot of patience. only thing ive ever really gotten mad about is when someone kept fucking with the door when i was trying to have sex with her the first time. but being led on time and time again for a week isnt that long but its really beginging to bother me, like shes trying to tell me something. and she knows im horny and hasnt hesitated to blow me before. i dont know why she wont do it now. i think im going to place her back burner and hit up the scene downtown tonight. just to make her think in dont give a shit! see waht im talking about, she totally playing games with my head!
btw, this girl is very smart (knows a ton of shit about a ton of shit), has shown no emotional problems (trust me ive dealt with some weird ass shit in the girl emotion area) and she seems to be very confindent and has a high self-esteem, as she should, shes done a lot.
with these facts, she cant be written of as being fucked in the head as one might quickly guess.