I'm just gonna level with you here I checked your post history for about 2 mins and it sounds like you have a LOT of other problems not mentioned in this post.
It's likely that the traffic tickets are the cherry on top for them. Just reading between the lines of your post it sounds like you're more stressed about your family not liking you in general and not specifically about their reaction to your tickets or gear use.
Are you Korean/Asian by the way? If you are then that's a big factor. Asian parents don't tolerate shit like this especially steroid use. The fact that you're not on the streets and can still live with them and are in contact with them shows that they care about you more than they care about their appearances and traditions.
I believe you if you say that they treat you like shit I'm not saying you're wrong or ungrateful I'm just acknowledging the extremely important cultural factor in this situation.
This thread specifically was pretty alarming. I'm not saying that to be condescending or imply it's your fault etc. No judgement.
I'm doing a treatment program cause my family suggested it and they prescribed me Prozac and abilify. Is this gonna affect my strength or aggression? Cause they were saying I was aggressive but that's just my personality.
Also I'm only in there for like 4 weeks so I plan to stop taking them when I'm done I heard it's 3 months minimum tho for those meds right?
Can u drink while on them? I'm not gonna but that's why I'm trying to get off them soon.
I'm just on trt and hcg rn
It sounds like you took psych meds extremely reluctantly and immediately looked for excuses to get off them, one of the big reasons being you wanted to continue drinking? If I had to guess you did not follow through with the protocol and stopped taking them?
I recommend taking the help that you're getting and not running away from everything. Commit to trying medications for the length of time you got them prescribed.
Give yourself an actual chance and accept the fucking help you are getting. All you have to do is take the fucking pill and accept the appointments. If you're an alcoholic disclose that to the doctor so they don't put you on something that makes your brain explode.
If you're psychiatrically fucked up (once again it is not your fault or a moral failing on your part) there is no advice anyone can really give that is going to stick. You need to go to a doctor and get on a med that can give you a reasonably functional brain so you can think clearly. And yeah the first med might not work, just stick to the protocol and be patient.
Hopefully one year down the line you look back and go "holy shit how did I manage to get so far with all this fucked up shit in my life".
If you wanna use gear cool whatever. Maybe lower the dose and don't fuck around with Tren and Deca. If you're going into the military you need to get a TRT script period the end and never touch UGL gear ever again or completely quit steroids and wait for your levels to recover.
That's a different topic (quitting steroids/military) I guess you can think about down the line. It sounds like you found a new job and got the personal trainer qualification so well done, one step at a time.
