No I am not a addicted lol. I'm just a regular guy yes I could of pm some of y'all but why not just ask out loud I'm not a shame to ask and would do the same for any one here. When you have no one to ask for help. You guys were the first people I thought of as y'all are more like family to me than my extended family.
By the way hate drugs and alcohol there disgusting and ruin lifes like my parents part of the reason I have no family to ask help for.. I'm and days a way from a check. I just felt shitty and desperate that I could not get pizza and extras when I found out I put my funds in the wrong pocket. Im was just being a human. And a horrible dad. But I'm good
Now and getting figured out. We all live pay check to pay check some times. And it's not that I'm poor it's just a matter of timeing of funds.