I’m torn and I’ll probably get laughed at for this.

[Dead]

Also while I’m at it, now suddenly life seems to be getting better in some areas HAHAHA now that it’s all fucked up my body is scarred forever and I hate everyone and everything.

Oh but now it’s getting better LOLOLOL now that it’s al fucked up

ya know a month ago my hdl was at 6? And I’m currently on drol and superdrol and test and accutane? Lmao fuckin joke

I’m tellin ya, if shit ever does turn around, I’ll be too fuckin broken to let go of this shit in the first place

 

[FLTestlab]

It just fucking hurts man. Fuck

It happens my man! Same thing happ back in the day. The best remedy for this is go out and find another one!!! I kbow it's hard but its a must ir all you will do is mope around.

Go out on more dates bro and in time youll forget all about this. Its her lost! Even if she took that the wrong way it still her lost! ..so get back in there and restart!!! Asap!

 

[FLTestlab]

My sister cheated on her husband and they have the two most adorable kids ever.

the amount of anger that brought me is fading away . Yes that’s right, a fuckin sad face.

that shit fuels my drive. I do not trust people. I do not wanna have feelings. I don’t think there’s a woman on this planet that isn’t capable of being tempted.
I aim forever to whom I’m married to, never get attached or feel I need them to continue on in life.

truly trying to break that emotional human response. This shits about me. Not some other person.

I truly feel bad for the person (if ever) that falls in line with me I’ve been torn to shreds over multiple different situations and I aim never to expect what isn’t possible ever again.

and again when I get to the after life I ain’t saying a fuckin word to none of y’all for eternity.

see the rage this life has brought me ?

I know exactly what your saying. It hap to my oldest brother. They also had 2 kids! She fucked up now caise he is a millionaire and the kids are older lol she evwn cheated on him when he was away on GOV private military contracts.

 

[Dead]

I know exactly what your saying. It hap to my oldest brother. They also had 2 kids! She fucked up now caise he is a millionaire and the kids are older lol she evwn cheated on him when he was away on GOV private military contracts.

no woman on this planet is capable of being faithful until her opportunities are shut out.

meaning “she’s ugly”
Fuckin ridiculous a god damn adult still can’t control her behavior. Oh IM SORRY BITCH NO ONE WANTS YOU NOW.

go sit in the corner and fuckin cry about it.

I do my best to kill every god damn little emotional response I elicit when I see a girl

 

[FLTestlab]

no woman on this planet is capable of being faithful until her opportunities are shut out.

meaning “she’s ugly”
Fuckin ridiculous a god damn adult still can’t control her behavior. Oh IM SORRY BITCH NO ONE WANTS YOU NOW.

go sit in the corner and fuckin cry about it.

Exactly! They actually think there looks will last forever. Thays thse sad part about it. The way I see it woman are as sneaky as men, they just hide it better! Lol and they will take it the grave and never admit it!

 

[Dead]

Exactly! They actually think there looks will last forever. Thays thse sad part about it. The way I see it woman are as sneaky as men, they just hide it better! Lol and they will take it the grave and never admit it!

that last part. That last part is what enrages me.

 

[Dead]

What was that quote from Walter white? “why Am I the only one capable of conducting business in a professional manner?”

^
That’s how I feel

 

[johntt44]

Exactly! They actually think there looks will last forever. Thays thse sad part about it. The way I see it woman are as sneaky as men, they just hide it better! Lol and they will take it the grave and never admit it!

Men and women both cheat. My friends ex wife cheated on him with a friend/coworker about 10yrs ago. She also told him that I fucked her on their couch(never touched her). I told her that if I had fucked her it would have been 15yrs ago when you were hot, not this mess. My buddy laughed and she teared up. I think she wanted to kill me.

 

[FLTestlab]

that last part. That last part is what enrages me.

Lol and if they do admit it, They will flip it back at us saying its our fault lol shit all that reverse psychology does not work with me lol

 

[Dead]

Men and women both cheat. My friends ex wife cheated on him with a friend/coworker about 10yrs ago. She also told him that I fucked her on their couch(never touched her). I told her that if I had fucked her it would have been 15yrs ago when you were hot, not this mess. My buddy laughed and she teared up. I think she wanted to kill me.

Crying little bitch good

 

[LeoTC]

Yeah but dont you live in a porn commune? That doesnt count.

Not remotely, Sioux Falls is the last place I'd have expected to hook up with a porn star. Especially having lived in Vegas and LA.

Did get with a few chicks doing vids in LA though. Totally different world out there. Lol.

 

[johntt44]

Not remotely, Sioux Falls is the last place I'd have expected to hook up with a porn star. Especially having lived in Vegas and LA.

Did get with a few chicks doing vids in LA though. Totally different world out there. Lol.

I think Ive been to Sioux Falls! Is that close to Storm Lake in NW Iowa?

 

[LeoTC]

I think Ive been to Sioux Falls! Is that close to Storm Lake in NW Iowa?

Yeah, maybe an hour / hour and a half?

Not too far.

 

[The Terminator]

Thanks man I got drunk man and totally fucked up. I guess if they fuck on the first night they hoe material. I went in raw and busted a load in her too. I couldn’t help it. That ass was crazy

Does that make you hoe material as well for also fuckin on the first date? Anyway can’t really do anything here, gotta try again, maybe cut back on the booze and roids to more clear headed.

 

[Nononsense]

1st thought as I read through the post and 10 or so comments

“How can someone not love Meso this shit is gold”

2nd thought “brah we all do or have done silly shit”

Final thought

Lighten up my man, and I mean with with respect and the intent of you respecting yourself physically emotionally and mentally. You fucked on the first date as we all have. You blurred out I love you on night one, guess what, it happened. You popped off the L word early, not ideal but it happens to some from what I gather.

Here’s the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. You got laid and had the opportunity to “feel” something. All good things here dude.

Use tinder, bumble or whatever site, with the expectation that getting laid is the woman’s motive too. Don’t expect a relationship to come out of it because I promise if you expect it, it won’t come to you.

Have fun doing this man. Enjoy your life you only get one shot at all of this.

So, really. Lighten up, relax, go get laid, have a few beers and all the good stuff.

Just don’t pop off with the I love you bro. That butterfly feeling isn’t love. That’s lust. Love is a decision and a commitment to yourself more than it is your partner and that kind of decision takes time to make.

 

[Btcowboy]

Sorry fam, you fucked up.




The only girl I didn't fuck or try to fuck on the first date (or even the first several) turned out to be my wife.

Tried so damn hard to get in my future wifes pants the first night, she would have none of that,So I married her. I worked out of town all the time and didnt want to be married to a girls that would put out first date. What would she be doing while I was gone.

 

[Stinkfinger1112]

HAHAHAHAH to true. Call her a slut instead

I forget who was it that said this “treat her like a celebrity she’ll treat u like a fan?

That would be me in a post to another guys "girl problems" I got it from the rational male by Rollo Tomassi

 

[Bluepenguin1019]

The only girl I didn't fuck or try to fuck on the first date (or even the first several) turned out to be my wife.

In my experience (and granted I'm only 30), if you're looking for a solid relationship, you don't fuck on the first date. I'm sure other people have done it and have turned out to have great relationships with those people, but more often than not, it ain't gonna work out.

I’ve had the same experiences with women. Any of the significant relationships I’ve had, we waited to fuck. Hell, my fiancé and I waited damn near a month before we fucked for the first time. That’s honestly the longest I’ve ever waited.

There’s nothing wrong with fucking on the first date. You’re young, so have at it (but be safe. I very rarely raw dogged a tinder date). But if you’re looking for something long term, I’d seriously consider waiting at least 3-4 dates before whipping out your dick.

 

[Xragexx]

I know I’m late to the thread but I’d say everyone has given solid advice. Bare back on a first date is definitely a red flag imo.

Don’t be so hard on yourself, bro.

@MisterSuperGod and I are working on a solid 2 year relationship with no touchy touchy time.

 

[rpbb]

I didn’t do the look into
Her eyes and blurred it out routine. She was riding my cock so
Fucking good with being drunk and kissing and I was like “I fucking love you “

You didn't screw anything up, you fucked a girl who gets drunk and fucks on the first date. Which I think is always fun, but they make poor choices as actual partners. There problem your having is not realizing there's alot more girls out there. So don't worry about it.