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I have a huge insecurity with my voice and i feel like if it was just a little lower id feel comfortable with it, theres like a night and day difference with my confidence when my voice is just groggy and hoarse, compared to how it regularly is. I know how stupid it sounds to say to you guys or to anybody but i feel like my voice doesn't suit my personality and who I truly am when its high i can't be myself at all, I've been on the verge of suicide because of this but i wanna be here for my little brother mainly and theres just a lot that goes into it if you could see it from my point of view you would understand... Basically I'm willing to go to extremes to make this happen, without smoking, idk why I'm even putting this here maybe just in hopes some way some how i can get some help with this, maybe run tren next cycle? i heard there is surgery but i can't find a place IM SOOOOOOOOO SICK OF LIVING LIKE THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO BE THERE FOR PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT BUT THIS IS RUINING EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
just remember, your voice isn't the priority. when you punch someone, using your legs and hips to generate power is the priority.

other than that I have no clue. I smoked for about 16 years, made my voice change. was a back up "singer" for a hot minute, made my voice change. grew up on sour mash whiskey, made my voice change. don't attempt any of those three things...
 
I think I can speak for a lot people on meso I have bigoraxia I honestly don't think it's a bad thing


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Bro who cares about what other people may think, if someones give you shit about how you sound then you feed them your fuckin fist. I dont have a deep voice either, confidence comes from with in, being sure of yourself. Dont let anything hold you back or make you think less of yourself.
 
I have long nipples. for a woman... great, but for a man its a whole nother story. sometimes I look away when talking to another guy and then look back real quick just to catch them looking and licking their lips. it's nerve racking. I'm not just a pair of sexy nipples. I'm a real person, with feelings, ok.
 
I have long nipples. for a woman... great, but for a man its a whole nother story. sometimes I look away when talking to another guy and then look back real quick just to catch them looking and licking their lips. it's nerve racking. I'm not just a pair of sexy nipples. I'm a real person, with feelings, ok.


Hahahahah
 
just make it deeper when you talk lol. But seriously who cares. You gotta just not care what other think. I have got this somewhat recently and feel great.
 
I have a huge insecurity with my voice and i feel like if it was just a little lower id feel comfortable with it, theres like a night and day difference with my confidence when my voice is just groggy and hoarse, compared to how it regularly is. I know how stupid it sounds to say to you guys or to anybody but i feel like my voice doesn't suit my personality and who I truly am when its high i can't be myself at all, I've been on the verge of suicide because of this but i wanna be here for my little brother mainly and theres just a lot that goes into it if you could see it from my point of view you would understand... Basically I'm willing to go to extremes to make this happen, without smoking, idk why I'm even putting this here maybe just in hopes some way some how i can get some help with this, maybe run tren next cycle? i heard there is surgery but i can't find a place IM SOOOOOOOOO SICK OF LIVING LIKE THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO BE THERE FOR PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT BUT THIS IS RUINING EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just pretend you're a mute. Other than that just get strep throat as often as possible.
 
I have long nipples. for a woman... great, but for a man its a whole nother story. sometimes I look away when talking to another guy and then look back real quick just to catch them looking and licking their lips. it's nerve racking. I'm not just a pair of sexy nipples. I'm a real person, with feelings, ok.
Dammit.. hahaha
 
Speak loud. With authority. Talking quiet like a church mouse makes your voice sound high. Speaking to be heard, with some baritone in that shit gets your point across.
 
not to make light of this, but I have a recurring joke with some of my old pothead friends. once upon a time before one of my many ciphers, for whatever reason we decided to buy a pack of backwoods (cigars) instead of our usual dutch. either way it was the roughest harshest shit you could ever roll your weed in. so we joked around, high of course, that this is the shit Cowboys used to smoke, to sound all rough and raspy. to this day, whenever someone has a sore throat or just sounds raspy, we laugh, and say they must've been smoking backwoods.

I realize now, after reading my post for errors, this story isn't as funny unless you're high as shit. damn I miss those days.
 
i found a little work around that lets me have the voice I'm comfortable with everyday, i got acid reflux so I sleep with one pillow instead of 2 now and the acid fucks with my vocal cords so i wake up and my voice is deep all day, i looked up what could happen if i continue this, and i might get some painless lumps on my vocal cord permanently, which means a permanent deep voice, n who knows my 2nd cycle might lower my voice even some more, ill sound like morgan freeman by 2018
 
I'm dyslexic and I can't read very well takes me much longer then the average person and it's impossible for me to write anything that isn't on the computer with spell check and grammar help. Live in a world where you are smart enough to be anything you ever wanted but your ability to express intelligence is only through verbal conversations and although I'm eligible to take all university courses and tests with a scribe it's impossible for me to even read the text books in the time required so instead of utilizing my full ride scholarship and becoming a dr I swing a sludge hammer for a living now. Give me a squeaky voice anyday if it means I could read better.
 
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