Ronin's Question
Ronin, I have only been on three cycles. I did those three eight week cycles in the time span of approximately three years (right after my 21st bday-23yo) leaving 12 weeks between the first two cycles and over 6 months between the 2 and 3rd. The last cycle included Tren.
Following the third cycle clomid therapy did virtually nothing and my total test dropped to 225 and Free Test. was 10 out of 50. I went to a doctor and the doctor told me that I had a low normal range despite my describing to him all the ways I felt like shit and my AAS use. I then went to an endocrinologist, and they said that they couldn't help me and that I only had low levels.
My levels are up now to 465 and 27 out of 50 (been 1yr and a half since the first test), but I don't feel the same as before I went on. Even when conditions are perfect for sex, my dick isn't as hard as it used to be, and I can't last as long as I used to. Furthermore, recouperation time is MUCH longer than it used to be.
To answer your question, from my small amount of experience I do think it is possible to be permanently damaged from even a little use of AAS (depends on genetics as to the gravity of damage I guess). I think this may have happened to me. Further, I think the Tren really did me in. I have never felt so miserable as when I came off of Tren. Finally, I don't think it helps that right after I came of I tried to get help and all the doctors I went to told me 225 was normal. Despite being a pile of estrogen I still wanted throw that doctor into his hand washing sink.
I don't want to try and treat myself when I am so close to normal ranges, but the fact is that I don't feel good. I don't know what to do, because I know most doctors (and all the doctors I can afford) are going to tell me they can't do a thing. I really hope you can avoid the same thing.
musclslab