I'm 21 (I know... Too young to cycle) and it was my first cycle.
I made a post similar to this 2 months ago. so I ran a cycle of 500mg test e every week for 12 weeks and it ended last year in late April/early May, I wasn't running an AI at the time. Bad timing occurred and I ended up not bringing enough clomid to my Europe trip. A did a late pct when I got back from Europe a probably a month after last inject. I thought the clomid would have slowly brought my test back to life but it didn't, and although my balls got a little bigger they didn't stay that way after the 4 week pct. my errections started dying off probably a little over half way through the cycle - which I think is mainly due to the high amount of estrogen levels that occurred since I wasn't running an AI. Anyways, after my 4 week delayed pct my balls returned small again. And before the pct my erections were non existent. A couple months goes by and I try to let my body normalize on its own. Not a whole lot of progress was made so I jumped on a short 3 week pct and again my balls got bigger. I was doing 100mg clomid the first 3 days then 50 for a week then tapered down to 25 and eventually 12.5 for the last 4 days. I noticed that my balls got big, and after I stopped the clomid I made some progress and can now get an erection. It's a weak erection compared to what I'm use to and is challenging to maintain though. I stopped the clomid protocol probably 2 weeks ago. I think total I've been off of AAS is between 6.5-8 months. I thought my body would have normalized and although my balls are bigger than when I first had testicular atrophy they don't seem even close back to their normal size. I transferred schools and due to the change and other stuff going on including the ED I got depressed and stopped lifting for 2.5 months during this time and put on like 10-15 lbs of weight which could also contribute some to the problems I'm facing. I know that you guys are gonna say "bloods" and that I was too young to do something like that. I know I was.. I jacked off today and have managed to jack off 2 times a day normally but get weak erections. When I came, it was like 3 drops of cum. I just feel extremely shut down still and am wondering if anyone has any idea why this could be? Do you think this is permanent and I'll have to go on trt at the age of 21? Me personally I think it's mostly due to high estrogen levels still.. I'm sick and tired of feeling like this so I'm finally coming out and I have an appointment tomorrow at 8:30am to get my bloods checked to see what the issue is in detail. Some morning I get morning wood and some mornings I don't.. And when I do, again it's a weak erection. I just wanna have a decent sex drive with an erection I can maintain because I won't be able to get married ever like this.
I made a post similar to this 2 months ago. so I ran a cycle of 500mg test e every week for 12 weeks and it ended last year in late April/early May, I wasn't running an AI at the time. Bad timing occurred and I ended up not bringing enough clomid to my Europe trip. A did a late pct when I got back from Europe a probably a month after last inject. I thought the clomid would have slowly brought my test back to life but it didn't, and although my balls got a little bigger they didn't stay that way after the 4 week pct. my errections started dying off probably a little over half way through the cycle - which I think is mainly due to the high amount of estrogen levels that occurred since I wasn't running an AI. Anyways, after my 4 week delayed pct my balls returned small again. And before the pct my erections were non existent. A couple months goes by and I try to let my body normalize on its own. Not a whole lot of progress was made so I jumped on a short 3 week pct and again my balls got bigger. I was doing 100mg clomid the first 3 days then 50 for a week then tapered down to 25 and eventually 12.5 for the last 4 days. I noticed that my balls got big, and after I stopped the clomid I made some progress and can now get an erection. It's a weak erection compared to what I'm use to and is challenging to maintain though. I stopped the clomid protocol probably 2 weeks ago. I think total I've been off of AAS is between 6.5-8 months. I thought my body would have normalized and although my balls are bigger than when I first had testicular atrophy they don't seem even close back to their normal size. I transferred schools and due to the change and other stuff going on including the ED I got depressed and stopped lifting for 2.5 months during this time and put on like 10-15 lbs of weight which could also contribute some to the problems I'm facing. I know that you guys are gonna say "bloods" and that I was too young to do something like that. I know I was.. I jacked off today and have managed to jack off 2 times a day normally but get weak erections. When I came, it was like 3 drops of cum. I just feel extremely shut down still and am wondering if anyone has any idea why this could be? Do you think this is permanent and I'll have to go on trt at the age of 21? Me personally I think it's mostly due to high estrogen levels still.. I'm sick and tired of feeling like this so I'm finally coming out and I have an appointment tomorrow at 8:30am to get my bloods checked to see what the issue is in detail. Some morning I get morning wood and some mornings I don't.. And when I do, again it's a weak erection. I just wanna have a decent sex drive with an erection I can maintain because I won't be able to get married ever like this.
