Need to add mass to legs.

[Morefyah]

Not saying I will never come off...
Cough cough bullshit!!

Seriously though the depression I get from pct makes me pretty crazy inside.
Plus I am kind of a dick to be around, it's just my chemistry.

My girl doesn't know shit about the AAS and we don't live together right now not to mention I'm net even sure if this is the one?

I am a nicer, happier and more productive person when I am on!

 

[Frank the tank 456]

Not saying I will never come off...
Cough cough bullshit!!

Seriously though the depression I get from pct makes me pretty crazy inside.
Plus I am kind of a dick to be around, it's just my chemistry.

My girl doesn't know shit about the AAS and we don't live together right now not to mention I'm net even sure if this is the one?

I am a nicer, happier and more productive person when I am on!

Man I hope my pct goes smooth. I got a lot of work to get done rite in the middle of my pct This is my first cycle. I'm gonna run a standard 40 40 20 20 nolva dose. Wish me luck! I don't like to be depressed

 

[Whoremoans]

I want to stay on so bad. I'm just too young for all that. Can't bring myself to do it. I want kids some day lol.

 

[Ozzy619]

Man I hope my pct goes smooth. I got a lot of work to get done rite in the middle of my pct This is my first cycle. I'm gonna run a standard 40 40 20 20 nolva dose. Wish me luck! I don't like to be depressed

Just know that everything negative is from your hormones, Im usually good around 3 to 6 weeks. The weights will be alot heavier and that drive is going to go down too. I say a cycle and pct is 2 steps forward and 1 step back. Just dobt over do it on pct, thats when all my injuries occur.

 

[Whoremoans]

Man I'm worried about pct when I come off this tren lol.

 

[Morefyah]

I want to stay on so bad. I'm just too young for all that. Can't bring myself to do it. I want kids some day lol.

I wouldn't even think about it @Whoremoans.
I started doing hard drugs when I was 17 and I didn't slow down until I was about 37. Hell I still do drugs!
Just not as much.

I honestly don't think Ill have children. In fact I should have five of them already if it was not for the 5 abortions with four different ex girlfriends.


Now that your not getting high anymore and as long as you don't relapse you have a bright future ahead of you.
Stay focused homie!!

 

[Frank the tank 456]

Just know that everything negative is from your hormones, Im usually good around 3 to 6 weeks. The weights will be alot heavier and that drive is going to go down too. I say a cycle and pct is 2 steps forward and 1 step back. Just dobt over do it on pct, thats when all my injuries occur.

Thank you for the advice. Do you still keep a lot of your strength? When you say over do it, do you mean don't over train and try to lift heavy weight like I do when I'm on cycle? My cycle is in its 10th week. For the most part I stayed at 600 mg of test thru the whole cycle. For 1 week I bumped it up to 700 and did not notice a differance so I'm back at 600. I'm actually gonna run 300 mg a week of prop for my last 3 weeks. 100 mg M,W,F. I'm kinda worried

 

[Ozzy619]

Thank you for the advice. Do you still keep a lot of your strength? When you say over do it, do you mean don't over train and try to lift heavy weight like I do when I'm on cycle? My cycle is in its 10th week. For the most part I stayed at 600 mg of test thru the whole cycle. For 1 week I bumped it up to 700 and did not notice a differance so I'm back at 600. I'm actually gonna run 300 mg a week of prop for my last 3 weeks. 100 mg M,W,F. I'm kinda worried

My best advice is listen to your body and dont ego lift. I always try and maintain off cycle, never try to go up in poundages. I keep alot of strength but it is progressively lost, this is why I like short ester cycles. Less time between cycles. The older we get the longer it takes to recover. Pct sucks, just be mindful any depression or bad thoughts is due to hormones. I sometimes feel a little off, almost slighly depressed, but its not bad. If youve ever been addicted to drugs such as opiates or meth, pct will be a walk in the park.

 

[Frank the tank 456]

My best advice is listen to your body and dont ego lift. I always try and maintain off cycle, never try to go up in poundages. I keep alot of strength but it is progressively lost, this is why I like short ester cycles. Less time between cycles. The older we get the longer it takes to recover. Pct sucks, just be mindful any depression or bad thoughts is due to hormones. I sometimes feel a little off, almost slighly depressed, but its not bad. If youve ever been addicted to drugs such as opiates or meth, pct will be a walk in the park.

Thanks for the solid advice homeboy! I've kicked booze, opiates and Xanax. AT THE SAME DAM TIME!!! 5 years clean now! No weed booze or nuthin! 1cycle of AAS, That's it... I'll totes keep ya posted in my recovery. How many days after my last pin of prop do I have to wait to start PCT? How long does the decanonate ester take to clear?

 

[Ozzy619]

Thanks for the solid advice homeboy! I've kicked booze, opiates and Xanax. AT THE SAME DAM TIME!!! 5 years clean now! No weed booze or nuthin! 1cycle of AAS, That's it... I'll totes keep ya posted in my recovery. How many days after my last pin of prop do I have to wait to start PCT? How long does the decanonate ester take to clear?

Youll be good lol thats a hell of a cold turkey quit. If I remember right deca has a half life of 7 to 10 days? I recommend going to steroidplotdotcom and it can give you the exact pct start time. Just plug in your compounds, mgs and when youre pinning. It will tell you when you peak and give you a solid idea as to start pct. I believe most people start pct 21 days after deca, prop would be 48 to 72 hours.

 

[Frank the tank 456]

Youll be good lol thats a hell of a cold turkey quit. If I remember right deca has a half life of 7 to 10 days? I recommend going to steroidplotdotcom and it can give you the exact pct start time. Just plug in your compounds, mgs and when youre pinning. It will tell you when you peak and give you a solid idea as to start pct. I believe most people start pct 21 days after deca, prop would be 48 to 72 hours.

Thanks homeboy! Much appreciated! I'm gonna hit this prop for 3 weeks while this punk ass lingering deca ester clears my system. It will make it a 13 week cycle for me.

 

[Ozzy619]

Thanks homeboy! Much appreciated! I'm gonna hit this prop for 3 weeks while this punk ass lingering deca ester clears my system. It will make it a 13 week cycle for me.

I hate long esters, deca in particular. Mainly because first cycle ever my buddy har me run deca and test e, didnt even give me a serm only adex, I had no idea what I was doing. Lets just say I was shut down for awhile, but did eventually recover.

 

[Whoremoans]

I hate long esters, deca in particular. Mainly because first cycle ever my buddy har me run deca and test e, didnt even give me a serm only adex, I had no idea what I was doing. Lets just say I was shut down for awhile, but did eventually recover.

I didn't know shit when I did my first cycle. I had syringes and vials of pharm grade cyp. Nothing more lol. I even did a taper cycle and hit about 1200mg as my peak dosage.

 

[Frank the tank 456]

I hate long esters, deca in particular. Mainly because first cycle ever my buddy har me run deca and test e, didnt even give me a serm only adex, I had no idea what I was doing. Lets just say I was shut down for awhile, but did eventually recover.

I didn't know shit when I did my first cycle. I had syringes and vials of pharm grade cyp. Nothing more lol. I even did a taper cycle and hit about 1200mg as my peak dosage.

Wow!!! Honestly if it was not for you guys on MESO that are vets, I would be in the same boat. This is my first cycle and it was not planned the best. I started with a few bottles of test and that's it. Within 3 weeks tho I had my serms and adex. I'm glad I got this prop today to use these 3 weeks while this lingering ester of doom clears my system. I did not go up as high as 1200 mg but I dabbled with 700 mg one week. I'm back at 600 mg a week. The next 3 weeks will be at 300 mg a week, then I'm gonna hit the nolva 40 40 20 20. It's harvest season in the northwest so I got a lot of scissor work lined up for like 6 weeks. It's rite in the middle of my PCT. I gotta do it cuz this is where I make the big money. I'm so hoping for the best. I don't smoke, drink or take ANY type of drugs so I think I'll be ok. Wish me luck bros!