And yet I thought I thought my point was well made when I used the MMA tap-out analogy....
I honestly don't know what kind of MESO "member" would be on here looking for a sources that they would have to help talk out of quitting because "This business isn't for them. And meso isn't for them".
But it would give me a rumbley tummy to place a new order with a source who has publicly stated this....I'm just being honest.
Maybe it was said in a moment of weakness, and as you admitted, "I shouldn't have said that".
But that's the beauty of MESO.....and it may be why you felt that "MESO isn't for you".
The pressure of seeing a source deal with uncensored content (bullshit if you will) can give MESO members a window into a how a source thinks, what they are made of.
Members of pay-to-play boards don't get to judge a source like that, and in MMA you can't un-tap when the pressure is on, you hold your ground, keep fighting or tap.
Pressure was put on you and you tapped.....who is willing to look the other way on that is up to each individual.
Maybe do with that information what you will, but understand that what you type out here at MESO isn't censored, and it stays forever....it meant something to you at the time you typed it out, and for some it may still carry a residual meaning.