hardasnails1973
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Ever consider it was fake ?
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Ever consider it was fake ?
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foreveryoung
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I dont know who you are abusing but if its me then go hang urself u bitch.
You say that if you have been on 500mg per week of Testosterone for 9 months and did not make any gains WOW.
Im sure if thats the case then your beyond help,you should have a sex change
So if nothing can be done why the fuck are you whining like a Bitch.
If there was some hope one could understand,but the truth is,you are hopless.
Why cant you accept,atleast you know your problem.
My case is totally different
I have never injected high doses of test and in my country diagnoses of such rare intersex disorders like MAIS will be totally out of question.
If i dont make any gains on my future 500 mg test cycle after 12 weeks , I would stop whining and move on,knowing that nothing can be done.
I dont think you suffer from MAIS your just a Sick Mind with Bigorexia.
Whatever MAIS you have at present is due to abuse of Testosterone at very high doses.
You Abuse,you pay the price BITCH
Sorry about calling you a prick. The abuse I was dishing out wasn't directed towards you. I quoted and answered your questions but am still angry at a guy called easyrider who took dianabol for 3 or 4 weeks 10 years ago and lost his libido. got ED and most other hypogonadal symptoms when he came off. He never recovered and his hormone profie profie is perfect.
His T s usually high 600' 700's and once his T was 1000 ng/dl ad this is after the cycle. Hi LH is 3 which is perfect for a man and his pituitary gland thinks his testosterne level is very good. He took dbol 10 years ago, has a high normal testosterone level and perfect LH but has symptoms of low T. That is the guy I was attacking.
Now I took AAS nd it was a 9 month 500mg testosterone enanthate that fucked me up. All my bloodwork indicates MAIS and have been diagnsed with it by the greatest androgen insenstivity syndrome doctor in the world but this fucking wanker still thinks I don't have it and that all my dotors were wrong and he is right and that I don't have MAIS but am just like him. The fucking wanker. He's just jealous because he doesn't know what happened to him and I have MAIS but he wants MAIS, he wants my profile. He wishes he had a high skyrocketing LH.
I have taken Dianabol a few times longer than him and probably higher doses taken with test and recovered every time. It was the 9 month cycle which did me in.
I wasn't shouting abuse towards you. It was easyrider.
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Effeminate_builder
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I appreciate you saying sorry but i wont be all 'Goody Goody' to you all so soon.
Because I had gotten into war of words with the pedophile BBC3(he provoked) and after a while we both apologized.
But then again he insults me in another post out of the blues in another thread.
So It will be a while before I make up to you.
Because I had gotten into war of words with the pedophile BBC3(he provoked) and after a while we both apologized.
But then again he insults me in another post out of the blues in another thread.
So It will be a while before I make up to you.
Effeminate_builder
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The truth be told I am also Jealous of you Sade.
Because you were lucky to diagnose your condition.U probably live in a country where there are some brilliant research oriented doctors/endo.
I am guessing USA or UK.
You also seem to be a rich kid who can afford to go to a dozen endo and got yourself diagnosed.
I am from India and I dont think the endo's over here would be competent enough to diagnose such a complex and rare intersex disorder(Maybe I am wrong).
Not trying to be Sarah "Bitch" Palin here But what i am try to say is that you should thank God that you atleast got your condition diagnosed.
At lot of us might never get that oppurtunity either because of lack of specialists in our country/state or economic reasons.
Because you were lucky to diagnose your condition.U probably live in a country where there are some brilliant research oriented doctors/endo.
I am guessing USA or UK.
You also seem to be a rich kid who can afford to go to a dozen endo and got yourself diagnosed.
I am from India and I dont think the endo's over here would be competent enough to diagnose such a complex and rare intersex disorder(Maybe I am wrong).
Not trying to be Sarah "Bitch" Palin here But what i am try to say is that you should thank God that you atleast got your condition diagnosed.
At lot of us might never get that oppurtunity either because of lack of specialists in our country/state or economic reasons.
All these cycles I took. The gear wasn't fake it was the real deal. I never made any major mass gains gains. Never filled out like I wanted to which is why I abused Test. I got really cut and made gains in the upper shoulders and back only and a bit in the biceps and triceps but this was only on the 9 month cycle which fucked me up and I still never really made any gains. Any other guy that took T for length of tme non stop would have got huge. I didn't. I'm skinnier now than before I ever took AAS. I dropped down to 121.8 stone Febuary 2010 because I overdosed on 100 klonopins and around 5- to 100 barbituarates. I gained the weight back after coming out of hospital but most was on my stomach. It just came back and I didn't eat much.
I now weigh 147Ibs and am jst under 5"11 and don't care anymore about building muscle or getting bigger but will start training again some time.
I would have got genetically way back but can't get it on NHS and I would have to pay but I'm now broke. No job, not a single penny to my name, My mum has let me live back at hers s and that's taken a hell of a lot of stress off of my plate.
Next endo app is December 10th and will be taking the NHS test he ordered me to have done some time next week and will let update this thread with the results.
I now weigh 147Ibs and am jst under 5"11 and don't care anymore about building muscle or getting bigger but will start training again some time.
I would have got genetically way back but can't get it on NHS and I would have to pay but I'm now broke. No job, not a single penny to my name, My mum has let me live back at hers s and that's taken a hell of a lot of stress off of my plate.
Next endo app is December 10th and will be taking the NHS test he ordered me to have done some time next week and will let update this thread with the results.
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Hey man, my parents are are both from India. Punjab. I was born in the UK though.
Maybe this is a genetic thing lol. Have you ever had your LH tested?
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You have know idea what I've been through just to get that diagnosis.
This happened August 10th 2005. The day after a shitty Nolvadex only pct after a 9 month Test E cyle. A I tried everything including hcg and clomid combined with Nolva, looked at a few bodybuiding sites and followed thier advice. I didn't recover.
A year later was referred an erection speciaist (the best urlogist and andrologist in the northern part of England where I'm from), I told them that I took deca for 6 or 8 weeks. I can't remember exactly how long l had told them I took it for but I k know it wasn't long. I justed wanted to know what my T was. He did a shit load of tests and I didn't tell him that I had taken Test E for 9 months at 500mg roid cycle because I didn't want it on my medical records (which is why I never told the doctor who referred me to this uro about the steroid use).
Anyway; there was nothing wrong my dick Penile ultrasound was perfect. No bloodflow problems or leaks. On the 3rd or 2nd appointment (can't remember which one), I saw a nurse instead of the uro who did all these tests and she told me everything was psycholgical. She never gave a copy of my results or anything. I should have asked for a copy of them but I was just a kid and didn't know I was entitled to them. I had to ask her what my T level was and she said it was higher than normal. I was truly shocked couldn't believe it. That my T was so high.
I believed the bitch. I never went back to the next appointment. It was drilled into my head that it was psychological because my T was higher than normal. I was put on every single anti-depressant until I came off when I first joined this site.
Anyways. Way back in 2004..... my mum had written a cheque out for me and my sister. It was £20,000 which is equivalent to $32,475.60.
I iInvested the money and got access to it in May 2010. I had gained £6000 interest so now had £26,000 which I blew just to find out what was wrong with me. 99% of physicians are oblivious to this condition.
To put it short; I wasted it all on blood tests, dr fees etc.... and drugs. It's been a long dark road but I now finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I don't care aout the money. I just want my dick back.
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The thing is, treatment for my condition isn't high doses of T. It's apparently supplementing with normal TRT or even lower dosages to bring LH down to normal. Say something like 50-75mg or even 100mg T a week to bring LH down to normal. These dosages wouldn't shut down my natural T just suppress it a little. The extra T would be added on top of my natural T and bring LH down to normal like 3-4 not 0 like every other unaffected guy which is like 99.9% of the male population.
If I started shooting 300mg+ my balls would shrink into what'd loo like grapes. It would shut me down and possibly cause other issues since I'm only mildy insensitive to T. I look like normal, have a normal dick and balls, grow facial hair nearly a 50% beard and moustache just two days after shaving. Probably has a lot to do with my over the reference DHT level. This is the reason my endo and the endo who diagnosed me recommended norml TRT doses such as Nebido every 10 or 12 weeks and 250mg Sust every 3 week not 500mg week..
I can't any info anywhere regardig treatment for my condition. Most doctors dont know how to treat it. It's so rare, and I mean like really,
really, rare. I'm suh a unique case.
All the literature I've read up on high dose testosterone treatment on men with androgen insensitvity is on guys with PAIS who are partially insensitive to androgens. Their dick doesn't fully develop and they have both vagina's and penis's and have really small dicks. They have to choose or thier parents have to possibly choose for them either at birth. chidhood, young adulthood or at least discuss things with them and let them choose want gender they want to be.They have to be operated to have either their gonads removed or have something done to their vagina's. Most are male but their are females with PAIS too.
What I'm worried about with the self treatment route if I opt for high dose T; I'm scared to lower my natural T to even lower levels, and this happening as the years pass by and possibly having to be on 300-500mg testosterone replacement therapy for life until I die.
If I started shooting 300mg+ my balls would shrink into what'd loo like grapes. It would shut me down and possibly cause other issues since I'm only mildy insensitive to T. I look like normal, have a normal dick and balls, grow facial hair nearly a 50% beard and moustache just two days after shaving. Probably has a lot to do with my over the reference DHT level. This is the reason my endo and the endo who diagnosed me recommended norml TRT doses such as Nebido every 10 or 12 weeks and 250mg Sust every 3 week not 500mg week..
I can't any info anywhere regardig treatment for my condition. Most doctors dont know how to treat it. It's so rare, and I mean like really,
really, rare. I'm suh a unique case.
All the literature I've read up on high dose testosterone treatment on men with androgen insensitvity is on guys with PAIS who are partially insensitive to androgens. Their dick doesn't fully develop and they have both vagina's and penis's and have really small dicks. They have to choose or thier parents have to possibly choose for them either at birth. chidhood, young adulthood or at least discuss things with them and let them choose want gender they want to be.They have to be operated to have either their gonads removed or have something done to their vagina's. Most are male but their are females with PAIS too.
What I'm worried about with the self treatment route if I opt for high dose T; I'm scared to lower my natural T to even lower levels, and this happening as the years pass by and possibly having to be on 300-500mg testosterone replacement therapy for life until I die.
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100 mg would totally suppress endogenous production in almost all males.
Does your particular condition allow u to still have a functional hpta despite injecting up to 100mg a week?
If this is so you are a scientific anomaly and need to be studied by a team of trained researchers.
Does your particular condition allow u to still have a functional hpta despite injecting up to 100mg a week?
If this is so you are a scientific anomaly and need to be studied by a team of trained researchers.
What's wrong with nebido every 10 weeks?
Isnt healthcare free in the UK? Why are you paying thousands of dollars for bloodtests?
Also, i dont care what you say, at least 50% or more of your problem is in your head and im not saying you dont have MAIS i dont really know what that is nor do i give a flying fuck what that is. I honestly dont give a fuck. But what I do know your dick doesnt work because you drink too much and your brain is depressed and the brain and dick are connected. The reason I know this, i had no libido for almost TWO YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it wasn't until I tackled my neurotransmittesr and went on wellbutrin WITH TRT that I got my libido back.
If you want to keep masturbating to this MAIS theory of yours thats ok but i think its bullshit and if you just fucking stopped drinking (you live in your moms house and you are broke, dont you think you could MANN THE FUCK UP and stop drinking?) and then focused on making yourself feel better EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY then i am pretty sure your dick would work.
Or you can just keep talking about this MAIS bullshit
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Stop whining like a little bitch and just shoot your 500mg of testosterone per week.
Jessus.
I am 99.9% sure that isnt going to solve your problems and then you will have to face the reality that this MAIS is bullshit. I think you know deep inside it is bullshit which is why you havent started this "300-500mg per week" protocol you keep talking about. Testosterone is dirt cheap on the internet so I think you could afford it.
NOT THAT I AM ADVOATING SELF_MEDICATING but seriously, once that shit doesnt work then you will have to mann up and actually deal with the causes of your problems and not use this MAIS bullshit as a crutch to not get your life in order.
Sorry if I am being a dick to you but this thread just goes in circles with you talking about your MAIS and how it's so rare and how there is no treatment for it and then you will say "Fuck it i dont give a fuck I am gonna shoot 500mg testosterone per week for life i dont give a fuck"
Ok well fucking do it.
I think you know that doing that isn't the solution to your problems and the REAL SOLUTION is to
1. Quit drinking
2. Get some neurotransmitter support - even if its mild support
3. Excercise and eat well and get a job and get on with your life
And i think you know doing those things will solve your problems.
And if you dont know that, i am telling you that these will help you more than shooting 500mg per week or 10,000mg per week. But if you want to prove me wrong, go ahead and shoot 500 mg per week and see where it lands you.
Ok well fucking do it.
I think you know that doing that isn't the solution to your problems and the REAL SOLUTION is to
1. Quit drinking
2. Get some neurotransmitter support - even if its mild support
3. Excercise and eat well and get a job and get on with your life
And i think you know doing those things will solve your problems.
And if you dont know that, i am telling you that these will help you more than shooting 500mg per week or 10,000mg per week. But if you want to prove me wrong, go ahead and shoot 500 mg per week and see where it lands you.
Also, if shooting 500mg per week solves your problems I will eat my words and I will be happy for you. But i think its time to either put up or shut up. What is preventing you from doing what you want to do? Because NO DOCTOR IN THE UNIVERSE is going to prescribe you 300-500mg testosterone per week. So if you want to do that, you will have to do it ON YOUR OWN.
foreveryoung
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continuing drinking is a serious problem no matter what testosterone levels you are at, you have to get off that shit, it holds you back and damages the whole system
hope you get all that solved including your trt so you feel good overall, good luck
hope you get all that solved including your trt so you feel good overall, good luck
Effeminate_builder
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Sade should be hanged by his balls for being so pathetic.
Assholes like you should die man.
Bloody spoilt Hairy Punjabi Kid.
You are normal and inspite of that you say you are not ,BITCH!!!
My case is 10 times worse:
I look like the classical klinefelter guy but my T is 700 ng/dl
I have no upper body mucle mass whatsoever.I have been told by my "bitch" friends that i look like a caricature.
I have not seen any results after 8 months of weight training and the gym rats bitch behind my back about my inability to gain muscle and strength.
Unlike an hairy punjabi turd that is you,i dont have any hair on my chest,and i shave once in 7 days.My genitals are normal but small.
MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!
Assholes like you should die man.
Bloody spoilt Hairy Punjabi Kid.
You are normal and inspite of that you say you are not ,BITCH!!!
My case is 10 times worse:
I look like the classical klinefelter guy but my T is 700 ng/dl
I have no upper body mucle mass whatsoever.I have been told by my "bitch" friends that i look like a caricature.
I have not seen any results after 8 months of weight training and the gym rats bitch behind my back about my inability to gain muscle and strength.
Unlike an hairy punjabi turd that is you,i dont have any hair on my chest,and i shave once in 7 days.My genitals are normal but small.
MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!
Die you fucking cunt. Why the fuck do you have to bring religion race into it you prick. You don't have MAIS, not sure what your problem but stay out of my fucking thread you fukcing asshole. Pussy.
How high is your LH? You normal endocrine producing motherfucker? If it's not then it's not MAIS. You don't have MAIS you wanker.
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