Again, this is a great question, Millard. I am just getting out of prison from this conviction now. Therefore, it is yet undetermined how this most immediate conviction will affect my life. But, let me answer your question by taking you back to a previous time in my life. Back in 2008, I did a short state bid for the same thing, possession and distribution of anabolic steroids, only on a much smaller scale. I have a degree in biochemistry, however, upon being released from state prison, at that time, obtaining a job with the concomitant felonies was nearly impossible. I ended up volunteering at a hospital, and after getting to know some of the staff and proving I was a diligent worker, they hired me. I was only a low-level lab tech, making $9 an hour. I made $275 a week. I could not survive on that. I knew one way to make money. This time I did it A LOT bigger. It is actually a very interesting rags to riches story in the vein of Wolf of Wallstreet, or War Dogs. As I stated, I was making $275 a week, I became a source on the internet hoping that I could make an extra $200-$300 a week. If I could make $300 extra a week, it would be great. I blew up on the internet. Before I knew it, I was making $20k-$30k per week. By the end, gross revenue was $50k or more a week.
Back to the point, the felony made it very hard to find a job, and I knew only one way to make money. Most ex-felons face this problem. If we look at the criminal justice system macroscopically, the rate of recidivism is shockingly high. One of the reasons for the high rate of reoffending is because the system makes it so difficult to get a job with a felony. When people don’t know what else to do, they go back to what they know.
That being said, there has been bi-partisan support to reform the criminal justice system, and we are in the very beginning stages of attempting to fix some of the issues. But, because I know what it is like attempting to find a meaningful job with a felony, my only ambition will be to start my own business. This time around, I will not do anything illegal, but, with my vast amount of experience, I am in the process of starting a Management Services Organization that will operate a legal testosterone clinic. So, to answer your question Millard, everything becomes exponentially more difficult with a felony record. However, if I had it to do all over again, as sick as it might sound, I wouldn't take any of it back. I learned a ton, I gained a lot of experience, I had the time to read voraciously to further educate myself, and it made me the better man that I am today...