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Ateam2023 said:
3 hundo??? Gollllly
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Eh I was joking lol I haven't been able to hit my peak 293 weigh in again since post Thanksgiving. I'm also not really trying to and I don't actually want to...kinda miserable existence.

Might be able to do it with some dbol and adrol for that water retention though. But mostly saying i'll start popping dbol and adrol before @PaintDrinker comes so we can mog (learned this word recently) some kids at the gym
 
Trenbolonetax said:
Brb, starting my adrol / dbol / msten combo so I can hit 3bills by then

I’ll rival you with my impulsivity lol
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I dare you
Ateam2023 said:
3 hundo??? Gollllly
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SLUPPking
Trenbolonetax said:
Eh I was joking lol I haven't been able to hit my peak 293 weigh in again since post Thanksgiving. I'm also not really trying to and I don't actually want to...kinda miserable existence.

Might be able to do it with some dbol and adrol for that water retention though. But mostly saying i'll start popping dbol and adrol before @PaintDrinker comes so we can mog (learned this word recently) some kids at the gym
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It’s almost like it was MENT to be, but yea I’ll wear my cape that says “all the smoke”

I’ll act like it’s a ufc walkout entering the gym with threatz by Denzel Curry playing. We’re going to mogg the shit out of broccoli heads no question
 
PaintDrinker said:
I dare you
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Fuck. Seriously? Why you gotta go and do that? Just took my BP and we’re chilling at 132/66. I’ve got some room to play with. Maybe I’ll just try a little bit of dbol + adrol tomorrow…
PaintDrinker said:
SLUPPking

It’s almost like it was MENT to be, but yea I’ll wear my cape that says “all the smoke”

I’ll act like it’s a ufc walkout entering the gym with threatz by Denzel Curry playing. We’re going to mogg the shit out of broccoli heads no question
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Lmao this is great. And I just found a new song for the playlist!
 
PaintDrinker said:
Chest triceps top sets

Incline db 100x9
Flat bench 225x20
Ezbar Skullcrusher 115x12
French press 60x15

Ya boy is 231lbs View attachment 300741
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PaintDrinker said:
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@RekTest @Trenbolonetax what I was talking about in DMs about the roundness you get in the shoulders from ment. There’s nothing else I’ve ever used that brings a look this full. Rek 150-200 is MORE than enough you’d fucking explode.
bjjgear said:
100 Anadrol + 100 TNE is the ultimate PWO
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I miss you and your beautiful thoughts
 
Waking up to no meaning
I stare at the ceiling
Count the imperfections that
Surround my being
Can tell how I'm feeling
And it hurts more when you ask
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from
Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself, it's all good
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
I'm too shy to speak up
Guess I have my reasons
For telling little lies
About those around me and what I could be
It's eating me alive
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from
Back when I couldn't move was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical
I want to scream, but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
I find comfort when they say
You can't sit and count the days
Until it ends
There's still times I want to break
Everything I've ever made
But I've come a long way from
I've come a long way from
Back when I couldn't move
Was frozen I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical
I want to scream, but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
 
PaintDrinker said:
Waking up to no meaning
I stare at the ceiling
Count the imperfections that
Surround my being
Can tell how I'm feeling
And it hurts more when you ask
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from
Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself, it's all good
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
I'm too shy to speak up
Guess I have my reasons
For telling little lies
About those around me and what I could be
It's eating me alive
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from
Back when I couldn't move was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical
I want to scream, but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
I find comfort when they say
You can't sit and count the days
Until it ends
There's still times I want to break
Everything I've ever made
But I've come a long way from
I've come a long way from
Back when I couldn't move
Was frozen I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical
I want to scream, but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
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Brother, I hope you are doing good, truly I do. Prada?
Thank you for posting this, I needed to see it.
 
Too much is too much and so...
Just glad you recognised it is not sustainable, healthy and are taking action.
Mentally, too, you will be better off which you need, for so many things.

All this is obviously just linked to the way one sees himself.
Never good enough and so that justifies taking this, that, the other and more.
I wish there were a way to make you see yourself through our eyes.
Because that would likely give you the peace and contentedness you deserve, after all you have been through over the past few years.

Much love to you and the kids.
❤
 
PaintDrinker said:
Something has to change. Blasting big cycles, coming off feeling like shit for months. Just not interested anymore. Didn’t pin or take any gh for about a month. Kind of at the point where I want to just feel normal and see what I can do on 375 test and some gh. 229 am weight fasted View attachment 310232
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I am currently in the same mode. I went back to the basics about two months ago. 140 test + 70 primo. 3IU GH.

Focused on endurance training with basic lifting.

Sometimes it's good to reflect and ask ourselves why we're doing what we're doing and how it's benefiting us. I feel like I went from doing something fun and interesting to doing something stupid and pointless, and potentially reckless.

I'm going to continue on my current course for a while.
 
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