I am a 38yr old male. I Have been on Trt for two years test e 200 mg I take 100mg twice weekly. I recently Upped my dose 4 weeks ago to 800mg a week of my Trt pharmacy test e, and took a shot of supposedly test e from a friend at the gym. My test e is pharmacy grade, my friends at the gym was ugl. This brought me to 1 gram for the week. After a 200mg shot of his gear I went into a horrible panic attack that night. It was Tuesday I took the shot and I have been having waves of anxiety and panic attacks since then. My blood pressure has spiked to 185/95 my pulse went to 145. It keeps doing this randomly when I start panicking and have racing thoughts. I am on Bp meds anyway and had to upp my dose of both lisinopril and metoprolol. I have to take 4-5 tabs a day of metoprolol 25mg to keep my pulse under 90 since Tuesday. It seems to pull me out of panic attacks. I have discontinued everything since Tuesday completely. What else can I do to get this out of my system. I don’t want to go to the hospital I don’t have health insurance right now I just lost my job. I am donating 1 liter of whole-blood in the morning hoping my blood viscosity will decrease my hematocrit was high on 200mg so I can only imagine what it is now. Should I take arimadex? could high estrogen be causing this. My heart has been skipping beats and I feel nauseous and panicky constantly. Please advise. I just want to feel normal again.