Yep another intellectually and mentally challenged trolling noob, who's sexuality crisis is well described in Sigmund Freuds writtings as the Oedipal Complex.
However to date only two forms of "cure" have been documented: one being a visit to Freud himself the other a frontal lobotomy.
Well of course contemporary science was not satisfied with the latter option soooooo alas the use of psychotrophic meds.
To that end best advice; insist your Doc prescribe HALDOL rather than THORAZINE OP !
Didn't read, would be a waste of my time anyway I'm putting you on perma ignore, come back and talk to me when you are litterate