Two things I took away from your college length essay: First, you knew the risks, took them anyway, and are now complaining. Second, you’re completely ignoring the fact that this source has no control over his supply chain drying up or the increased security on incoming shipments. News flash, you’re not the only one losing money. Some of these sources are stressing about how they’re going to feed their families because of these changes.
The reality is, you can always get more gear, hustle for more money, and still find what you need. But the way you’re reacting is straight-up childish. Tracy isn’t reading your whiny rant, and no one here is kissing a source’s ass. We hold them accountable, but this is a two-way street the risks apply to everyone involved. If your pack arrives, great. If it doesn’t, move on and don’t complain. Sounds like you’re not built for this game, bud.