Quitting bodybuilding due to suicidal thoughts

OP, you definitely need to talk to a qualified medical professional.

This really isn't the place to get your head screwed back on properly.

Not that some of these bastards here aren't helpful, but i think if your situation is legit, you definitely need a face to face with a professional.
 
So fucking end it already. You're talking about suicide and you're using tren? You don't think there is a problem with that?

You ain't going to kill yourself because if you were you wouldn't be posting this. People who end it ready have their minds made up. You're making this all up in your head and your problem is you're making a big deal out of something you think is a big deal , but doesn't have to be. Go get a real life and identity, quit using steroids if they contribute to your issues, and step away from the gym for awhile and get your head on straight. Gear and cough syrup? Jesus Christ, what a junkie
 
So fucking end it already. You're talking about suicide and you're using tren? You don't think there is a problem with that?

You ain't going to kill yourself because if you were you wouldn't be posting this. People who end it ready have their minds made up. You're making this all up in your head and your problem is you're making a big deal out of something you think is a big deal , but doesn't have to be. Go get a real life and identity, quit using steroids if they contribute to your issues, and step away from the gym for awhile and get your head on straight. Gear and cough syrup? Jesus Christ, what a junkie

How long did you work at the suicide hotline before you were FIRED!? :D

No, you do make a good argument here.
i do admire your tough love approach.
 
Sounds like you have a pretty good life going. You're 20 yrs old! Leave the gear alone for 10 or 15 years. Start a life and family! Find new hobbies! I'm telling you right now....there are people with way worse problems. Imagine having kids depending on you, and you get fired,and now you can't feed them or put a roof over their heads. You are worried about eating enough and what you look like. WTF kind of problems do 20 year olds have!!! If you're an addict on pain pills or something go get help. Go talk to a professional, but wanting to kill yourself over bodybuilding is fucking insane
 
Get some help and stop gear. Doesn't mean you have to quit working out or can't be a personal trainer. It's your knowledge that will make or break u as a trainer not your physique.
 
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