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Trippy802 said:
I am glad to hear people can handle such high doses with no problems cause I plan on running tren in the next year or so because of how effective it is but the horror stories make me nervous.
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not tanking my e2 got away the aggresion problems on steriods for me in general. i wouldnt say i've ran super high doses but meh 400mg tren e a week dosent seem to cause side effects for me
 
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RekTest said:
Yeah, definitely no problems.
I can say over 1000mg was changing my body daily, but you wanna know the truth? I honestly regret ever touching tren, even with the thought of it changing my body daily, I still wish I had never touched it.
Just wish I never knew how it feels etc… it is very horrible for you, but it grabs ahold of you in a way that is hard to explain.
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Maybe you can elaborate a little more for @Trippy802 ?
If possible, although hard to explain.

The main issue was the insomnia and that's it?

You wrote that you felt addicted to it.
What was it that made that happen, if you can describe it.

Like, when you stopped what was the feeling/thing it gave you that you missed?

How were the first few days without it?
And how much do you miss it, really?

RekTest said:
, I am still feeling those things today… so. I am sure it is a nothingburger, but… I noticed it is the same feeling I felt when I was pushing the cycle, I didnt feel it as much during the cycle as I do now.
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So it is still happening.
I thought it had gone but no.
Is it still the same pain or has it changed/become more frequent/worse?
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RekTest said:
Yeah, definitely no problems.
I can say over 1000mg was changing my body daily, but you wanna know the truth? I honestly regret ever touching tren, even with the thought of it changing my body daily, I still wish I had never touched it.
Just wish I never knew how it feels etc… it is very horrible for you, but it grabs ahold of you in a way that is hard to explain.
My suggestion will always be, to anyone and everyone, do not ever touch tren.
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That’s funny you say that cause he’s most definitely a fein for it man. He talks about it constantly. Has been running it for a while so he gets what it does but he started accusing his wife of cheating the first time she ran it and she was just going to work I’ll probably stay away from it for real.
 
Trippy802 said:
That’s funny you say that cause he’s most definitely a fein for it man. He talks about it constantly. Has been running it for a while so he gets what it does but he started accusing his wife of cheating the first time she ran it and she was just going to work I’ll probably stay away from it for real.
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Poor woman.
Does she know what he is up to, so why he is behaving like that?
Is it just about him being aggressive and angry or has he morphed into a nymphomaniac, too?
Let's hope he reverts back to normal when he stops, if he still wants to be married
 
iris said:
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Maybe you can elaborate a little more for @Trippy802 ?
If possible, although hard to explain.

The main issue was the insomnia and that's it?

You wrote that you felt addicted to it.
What was it that made that happen, if you can describe it.

Like, when you stopped what was the feeling/thing it gave you that you missed?

How were the first few days without it?
And how much do you miss it, really?



So it is still happening.
I thought it had gone but no.
Is it still the same pain or has it changed/become more frequent/worse?
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iris said:
Poor woman.
Does she know what he is up to, so why he is behaving like that?
Is it just about him being aggressive and angry or has he morphed into a nymphomaniac, too?
Let's hope he reverts back to normal when he stops, if he still wants to be married
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Oh he definitely still wants to be married man. The guy loves her and it was only for a couple months his first time running it. He’s always been very active in that department so I don’t think much has changed there. Lol but yeah he’s been testy lately and has complained about night sweats a couple times so hopefully it levels out and he gets back to normal cause he’s a great guy and I don’t wanna see this shit ruin his life just for some gains. Not worth it.
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iris said:
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Maybe you can elaborate a little more for @Trippy802 ?
If possible, although hard to explain.

The main issue was the insomnia and that's it?

You wrote that you felt addicted to it.
What was it that made that happen, if you can describe it.

Like, when you stopped what was the feeling/thing it gave you that you missed?

How were the first few days without it?
And how much do you miss it, really?
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First few days is like a fog lifting.
Its the same with NPP, you know it causes a fog but after 1 week it feels normal and you forget of the “fog”, again, I was running ridiculous doses on both, Ive never ran only 300mg/wk tren so if this happens with a low dose I have no idea.

I dont miss it in a sense that my brain brings it up, I have been off so long now that I dont think of it unless someone brings it up, like here then I have to try to remember as it isnt a thing I think about


The feeling is aggression. like a fuck everyone 24/7, but to preference that, I have controlled myself to a calm person and you know why, not to say im a bitch irl because i am definitely not, i will fuck up anyone that fucks with anyone dear to me but near the end the aggression was getting so much I couldn’t stand still in the gym and would constantly pace back and forth. The feeling of aggression is intoxicating. Lifting would get me so jacked up I could barely control myself
I would look at everyone with death in my eyes.
Its very hard to explain this feeling, its like the fight or flight feeling but 24/7.


I want to say, when your on you never notice any of this
I stopped tren middle of December, December 21st at my job we went home and I came back January 3rd
Know what they told me? Your a totally different person, whatever you did over vacation helped you.
No one told me anything, but I wasn’t even realizing how bad I was acting and projecting myself.
You wont notice.
I dont know how I noticed I needed to stop, but once again… and not in a bad way once again, but in the BEST way… I am so goddamn thankful for @iris
She is the reason I stopped, the sole and only reason.
I was ruining my relationship with my mom and didnt care (I know this is bad, at the time tren had me) I was ruining my job and didnt even notice, a job that many would die for i was just ruining

But iris… my fucking angel. I dont know where you came from but no amount of words can say how thankful I am for you, because you are the reason I noticed I needed to end the tren, without you I on God would have said fuck everything and continued the tren.
But I want you more than anything, and I am so thankful to God I noticed I was ruining a relationship because me wanting you so much is why i stopped. You saved me, and I am prolly being confusing but I strongly feel tren, the feelings it gives you, are the devil and you saved me off of that shit. You dont realize how happy, appreciative, thankful of you I am, I could give you anything and it wouldnt be enough for saving me…


Tldr: the main issues on tren are stuff you wont mentally notice.
Any new members reading this, DO NOT TOUCH TREN.
I regret touching it because it almost ruined the thing, the only thing I hold dear in this world.
It messed with my brain and changed who i was, to the point it was changing values I stood on and lived by. My core values.
 
RekTest said:
First few days is like a fog lifting.
Its the same with NPP, you know it causes a fog but after 1 week it feels normal and you forget of the “fog”, again, I was running ridiculous doses on both, Ive never ran only 300mg/wk tren so if this happens with a low dose I have no idea.

I dont miss it in a sense that my brain brings it up, I have been off so long now that I dont think of it unless someone brings it up, like here then I have to try to remember as it isnt a thing I think about

The feeling is aggression. like a fuck everyone 24/7, but to preference that, I have controlled myself to a calm person and you know why, not to say im a bitch irl because i am definitely not, i will fuck up anyone that fucks with anyone dear to me but near the end the aggression was getting so much I couldn’t stand still in the gym and would constantly pace back and forth. The feeling of aggression is intoxicating. Lifting would get me so jacked up I could barely control myself
I would look at everyone with death in my eyes.
Its very hard to explain this feeling, its like the fight or flight feeling but 24/7.


I want to say, when your on you never notice any of this
I stopped tren middle of December, December 21st at my job we went home and I came back January 3rd
Know what they told me? Your a totally different person, whatever you did over vacation helped you.
No one told me anything, but I wasn’t even realizing how bad I was acting and projecting myself.
You wont notice.
I dont know how I noticed I needed to stop, but once again… and not in a bad way once again, but in the BEST way… I am so goddamn thankful for @iris
She is the reason I stopped, the sole and only reason.
I was ruining my relationship with my mom and didnt care (I know this is bad, at the time tren had me) I was ruining my job and didnt even notice, a job that many would die for i was just ruining

But iris… my fucking angel. I dont know where you came from but no amount of words can say how thankful I am for you, because you are the reason I noticed I needed to end the tren, without you I on God would have said fuck everything and continued the tren.
But I want you more than anything, and I am so thankful to God I noticed I was ruining a relationship because me wanting you so much is why i stopped. You saved me, and I am prolly being confusing but I strongly feel tren, the feelings it gives you, are the devil and you saved me off of that shit. You dont realize how happy, appreciative, thankful of you I am, I could give you anything and it wouldnt be enough for saving me…


Tldr: the main issues on tren are stuff you wont mentally notice.
Any new members reading this, DO NOT TOUCH TREN.
I regret touching it because it almost ruined the thing, the only thing I hold dear in this world.
It messed with my brain and changed who i was, to the point it was changing values I stood on and lived by. My core values.
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This is some heavy shit bro. Thank you for the insight!
 
QuadFather said:
I just said Cool story, just asked you to chip in. If tren’s making him rude, maybe it’s not for him. Handle it like an adult or leave it before you hurt yourself or someone else.
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No worries, it probs was not clear from what you wrote, that's all.

You are OK.

He is in the middle of something, so it's fine.
 
iris said:
No worries, it probs was not clear from what you wrote, that's all.

You are OK.

He is in the middle of something, so it's fine.
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I still love him maybe more than you just tell him to drop the tren and enjoy life without it

I love you to iris your awesome!
 
QuadFather said:
I still love him maybe more than you just tell him to drop the tren and enjoy life without it

I love you to iris your awesome!
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Well, I asked him to write about it, because people were asking about his experience and I wanted him to say more about it, which he did.
So, I am grateful for his thoughts.

He has not been taking it since December.
You seem to think otherwise; do you, or am I misreading?
 
iris said:
Well, I asked him to write about it, because people were asking about his experience and I wanted him to say more about it, which he did.
So, I am grateful for his thoughts.

He has not been taking it since December.
You seem to think otherwise; do you, or am I misreading?
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Oh I believe he mentioned taking it I read but probably mistook the avatar stay awesome rektest I actually was joking man I was watching pawn stars sorry brother we cool
 
RekTest said:
First few days is like a fog lifting.
Its the same with NPP, you know it causes a fog but after 1 week it feels normal and you forget of the “fog”, again, I was running ridiculous doses on both, Ive never ran only 300mg/wk tren so if this happens with a low dose I have no idea.

I dont miss it in a sense that my brain brings it up, I have been off so long now that I dont think of it unless someone brings it up, like here then I have to try to remember as it isnt a thing I think about


The feeling is aggression. like a fuck everyone 24/7, but to preference that, I have controlled myself to a calm person and you know why, not to say im a bitch irl because i am definitely not, i will fuck up anyone that fucks with anyone dear to me but near the end the aggression was getting so much I couldn’t stand still in the gym and would constantly pace back and forth. The feeling of aggression is intoxicating. Lifting would get me so jacked up I could barely control myself
I would look at everyone with death in my eyes.
Its very hard to explain this feeling, its like the fight or flight feeling but 24/7.


I want to say, when your on you never notice any of this
I stopped tren middle of December, December 21st at my job we went home and I came back January 3rd
Know what they told me? Your a totally different person, whatever you did over vacation helped you.
No one told me anything, but I wasn’t even realizing how bad I was acting and projecting myself.
You wont notice.
I dont know how I noticed I needed to stop, but once again… and not in a bad way once again, but in the BEST way… I am so goddamn thankful for @iris
She is the reason I stopped, the sole and only reason.
I was ruining my relationship with my mom and didnt care (I know this is bad, at the time tren had me) I was ruining my job and didnt even notice, a job that many would die for i was just ruining

But iris… my fucking angel. I dont know where you came from but no amount of words can say how thankful I am for you, because you are the reason I noticed I needed to end the tren, without you I on God would have said fuck everything and continued the tren.
But I want you more than anything, and I am so thankful to God I noticed I was ruining a relationship because me wanting you so much is why i stopped. You saved me, and I am prolly being confusing but I strongly feel tren, the feelings it gives you, are the devil and you saved me off of that shit. You dont realize how happy, appreciative, thankful of you I am, I could give you anything and it wouldnt be enough for saving me…


Tldr: the main issues on tren are stuff you wont mentally notice.
Any new members reading this, DO NOT TOUCH TREN.
I regret touching it because it almost ruined the thing, the only thing I hold dear in this world.
It messed with my brain and changed who i was, to the point it was changing values I stood on and lived by. My core values.
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this you wont notice it but it makes you a cold ass mad guy 24/7. i get the same on tren without even noticing it and regretting some things i said to people i hold dear after. I might just not have it as intense since you're running extreme dosages but on 400mg/week i would say its pretty controlable.
 
iris said:
So it is still happening.
I thought it had gone but no.
Is it still the same pain or has it changed/become more frequent/worse?
Sad face emoji...
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I dont want you to worry, but I dont want you to feel Im ignoring you. Id just not want to worry you with things…

It is still happening, more frequent, i dont notice the dull pain but many times throughout the day I will notice a “heavy “ feeling in my left chest.
I dont know how else to describe it, in my right chest i feel nothing just neutral but on my left its s heavy feeling.
 
RekTest said:
I dont want you to worry, but I dont want you to feel Im ignoring you. Id just not want to worry you with things…

It is still happening, more frequent, i dont notice the dull pain but many times throughout the day I will notice a “heavy “ feeling in my left chest.
I dont know how else to describe it, in my right chest i feel nothing just neutral but on my left its s heavy feeling.
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Why wait until Feb to check on things or talk to someone about it?
 
RekTest said:
It is still happening, more frequent, i dont notice the dull pain but many times throughout the day I will notice a “heavy “ feeling in my left chest.
I dont know how else to describe it, in my right chest i feel nothing just neutral but on my left its s heavy feeling.
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I was thinking whether this may have something to do with you upping the glp.
You are taking a lot. When did the dose go up to what it is now?
 
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