Rektest - Death is available log

[PaintDrinker]

The gentleman above me asking you "why" more is better hit the nail on the head.
I am very grateful for the question.
Not surprising, though, as we know he is a rational and knowledgeable man.

You went from 10 to 4 to 14 iu. And now this.
I had a look from the beginning.
So, a high amount of one thing had to necessarily be substituted with a high amount of another, for good measure.

My answer to this question. More gh = more fat loss. The more gh you take the more fat will be mobilized for fuel, the problem is youre blood sugar will creep up and up and you eventually require insulin. This is why I have a theory. Steroids lead to growth hormone. Growth hormone leads to insulin. I see it all the time.

But also the science that we have says .1mg per kg to induce the new muscle cell hyperplasia effect that were all chasing. I'm bad at kilos but I think I'm around 110kg. That would mean based on the scientific literature I would need 11mgs of rhgh to see brand new muscle cells come into existence. That's like 30ius! That's the reasoning behind serostim being dosed at 18iu bolus dose before bed, most aids patients are around 140-160lbs.

Now I'm sure you'd get the new muscle cell hyperplasia at around 7-10ius but from what I've read it's only been documented at .1mg per kg. That's where the phrase "as much as you can for as long as you can" comes from.

We take gh to get lean now, and big later. I'm in no way supporting mega dosing gh but figured I'd chime in. I dropped down to 5iu and trt for the time being until I fix my lipids. @RekTest when's the last time you pulled lipids brotha?

 

[iris]

My answer to this question. More gh = more fat loss. The more gh you take the more fat will be mobilized for fuel, the problem is youre blood sugar will creep up and up and you eventually require insulin. This is why I have a theory. Steroids lead to growth hormone. Growth hormone leads to insulin. I see it all the time.

But also the science that we have says .1mg per kg to induce the new muscle cell hyperplasia effect that were all chasing. I'm bad at kilos but I think I'm around 110kg. That would mean based on the scientific literature I would need 11mgs of rhgh to see brand new muscle cells come into existence. That's like 30ius! That's the reasoning behind serostim being dosed at 18iu bolus dose before bed, most aids patients are around 140-160lbs.

Now I'm sure you'd get the new muscle cell hyperplasia at around 7-10ius but from what I've read it's only been documented at .1mg per kg. That's where the phrase "as much as you can for as long as you can" comes from.

We take gh to get lean now, and big later. I'm in no way supporting mega dosing gh but figured I'd chime in. I dropped down to 5iu and trt for the time being until I fix my lipids. @RekTest when's the last time you pulled lipids brotha?

Sure.
Thanks for the reply.

I wish him the best with this and everything else, in the future.
It shall go according to his longings.

 

[RekTest]

They fade in.. they fade out.

I will fade out.. digging my feet in the dirt as I run in circles daily.. doing things I know aren’t mentally healthy, but I cant look away or stop.




~Woof Woof~


I am taking a massive leapfrog jump in my career and getting sent to bumfuck nowhere, so the finished product of RekTest will be on hold for a minute as I get situated at a new company and finding (hopefully) a gym locally.





~peut-être que quand le moment sera venu tu me retrouveras~

 

[TA13579]

i have been re-broken…

Thrown back into my dark corner… suffering is all I know.

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Been trying to keep my mind busy at work..

Honestly, this looks like a great job. You get to be outside and do physical work instead of wasting away in an office. Probably pays decent as well

 

[iris]

Tavel safely to your destination and have a good first day, on Monday.

Let us know how you are, when you want to.

Je t' embrasse

X

 

[RekTest]

Im not sure if I see a difference from the last pictures, but this morning I was happy, Im not finished yet but last few days at the gym I look fucking crazy..

I am praying, wishful thinking, the lower stomach is still fat and not loose skin.

I am going to be a straight fucking menace on the bulk.
I have been thinking a little 240 might be too much for my height, but who knows. I want a built V taper.




Its a very Poppy day, a woman's embrace with death metal, its like being in her kitty while she chokes you, ~bliss~





~ j'aime tes lèvres~

 

[RekTest]

Honestly, this looks like a great job. You get to be outside and do physical work instead of wasting away in an office. Probably pays decent as well

Could say decent, 4year top out is 76 an hr.
Im at 46 an hr pretty much living the bachelor pad lifestyle
Nothing to spend my money on, no girl no house and no 5’2 hot assistant to bling out

Tavel safely to your destination and have a good first day, on Monday.

Let us know how you are, when you want to.

Je t' embrasse

X

All safe so far, love

 

[RekTest]

260 fucking pounds to veins coming out on my shoulders

Anyone reading this, going through my thread.. if I can do it, you can too.
Believe in yourself, fuck everyone, they doubt you? make them regret it.
2025 is shred season.

 

[malfeasance]

You just sign up for a temporary membership at a gym wherever you are for work?

 

[RekTest]

You just sign up for a temporary membership at a gym wherever you are for work?

Yeah I do where ever I go, I signed up monthly, Ill be here til Mid march until I leave,
Old metal plate type gym, 24/7 so its perfect.
Owners real nice, knows me and the buddies are here for work so he said just shoot him a txt when we leave and hell cancel our membership

You would he happy, I started working on my diet, isnt perfect by any means yet.. but its more than a chicken rotisserie and fast food.
I got blueberries, yogurt, turkey bacon wrap for lunch today.

 

[iris]

Despite living out of a suitcase, on your own and far from home, maybe unable to look after yourself the way you would have liked to, you have achieved so much, proving yourself to yourself, first of all.

May this have brought you the happiness and peace you were craving.

I am sure I can speak for the whole of Meso in expressing how beautiful witnessing your success is and how much you seem to have been uplifted by it all.
All the best to you.

X

 

[malfeasance]

260 fucking pounds to veins coming out on my shoulders

Anyone reading this, going through my thread.. if I can do it, you can too.
Believe in yourself, fuck everyone, they doubt you? make them regret it.
2025 is shred season.

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Even without seeing the rest of you, we can tell there is a world of difference from your photograph in post 66 !

 

[RekTest]

@readalot are you around

 

[readalot]

@readalot are you around

What's up Brother?

 

[readalot]

260 fucking pounds to veins coming out on my shoulders

Anyone reading this, going through my thread.. if I can do it, you can too.
Believe in yourself, fuck everyone, they doubt you? make them regret it.
2025 is shred season.

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Hell yeah Brother. Way to crush it! Awesome job.

 

[RekTest]

What's up Brother?

can i pm you i need someone to talk to off the edge before i do something

 

[readalot]

can i pm you i need someone to talk to off the edge before i do something

Sure Brother. Anytime.

 

[JG91]

Looking like a guy that was never 260 lbs of fat. No one will know your secret.

You’ve made it.

 

[MindlessWork]

Now seeing your latest pics you've done well even if you've been rather reckless with your supplementation. Good job, but take care of your health!!!

Going overboard also doesn't do too good to your mental state. Maybe it's time to slow down some.

 

[readalot]

but i dont know what to do.

You can do what I told you to do. Things will get better Brother. We've all been there. You've made incredible progress and had the will to get it done! I ain't gonna lecture on the means you took. You got to take care of your health and you.

So hold on and hang in there. Every day will get a little bit easier. You got this. You are strong.

Best regards. You know I am pulling for you. Remember Rule #1 we talked about. Will serve you well.