Rektest - Death is available log

W-A-T ???

Your mate is unbearable?
How?

That's weird.

This being my first exposure to someone on tren (from afar, obviously), I found Rek to be quite laid back, never throwing tantrums, unconcerned with sexual stuff, just emotionally serene, in general.
As a result, his playful, mischievous nature faded into the background, somewhat.
A bit of that placid state of being shines through in this log, which is also the cutest one on Meso, imo.

Maybe your mate's tren is bunk, lol

He was absolutely fine on a 150mg. Bumped up to 300mg and his demeanor has changed quite a bit. We joke pretty seriously and he’s never been touchy about the things we throw at each other and he’s been acting like baby lately when I make jokes. Bear in mind this is my best friend of 27 years as well so I do pick up on the slightest changes. As for his stuff being legit or not I can not confirm. I know he’s making massive gains but the way him and o do things are very different. His dude throws a plan together and he just does it with no bloodwork. Super reckless but I can’t tell him shit. I am not and will not do things the way he does it.
 
W-A-T ???

Your mate is unbearable?
How?

That's weird.

This being my first exposure to someone on tren (from afar, obviously), I found Rek to be quite laid back, never throwing tantrums, unconcerned with sexual stuff, just emotionally serene, in general.
As a result, his playful, mischievous nature faded into the background, somewhat.
A bit of that placid state of being shines through in this log, which is also the cutest one on Meso, imo.

Maybe your mate's tren is bunk, lol
I am glad to hear people can handle such high doses with no problems cause I plan on running tren in the next year or so because of how effective it is but the horror stories make me nervous.
 
This is a pretty official dose. How was the 700mg of tren? My buddies on 400mg test and 300mg tren right now and I really can’t stand to be around him currently. lol however he is making serious gains from it.
Thats pretty crazy he's unbearable, maybe hes just missing a key tren element, a 5'2 Goddess to take the reins and bring him in, I definitely wouldn't know anything about that though, just a suggestion...
I went up to around 1.4-2G and felt totally normal, definitely didn't turn me into a love struck sexual puppy, no no, it is confirmed by the Goddess herself @iris (Disclaimer: IRIS IS OFF LIMITS. FIND YOUR OWN GODDESS)
 
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I am glad to hear people can handle such high doses with no problems cause I plan on running tren in the next year or so because of how effective it is but the horror stories make me nervous.
Yeah, definitely no problems.
I can say over 1000mg was changing my body daily, but you wanna know the truth? I honestly regret ever touching tren, even with the thought of it changing my body daily, I still wish I had never touched it.
Just wish I never knew how it feels etc… it is very horrible for you, but it grabs ahold of you in a way that is hard to explain.
My suggestion will always be, to anyone and everyone, do not ever touch tren.
 
Did you ever do bloodwork during the 1g+ of tren use? Or currently have you taken a look to see how you are recovering?
 
Did you ever do bloodwork during the 1g+ of tren use? Or currently have you taken a look to see how everything is going?
Not during, but my blood work is in Feb.
there are some things I felt early this year that made me want to get an ekg, I am still feeling those things today… so. I am sure it is a nothingburger, but… I noticed it is the same feeling I felt when I was pushing the cycle, I didnt feel it as much during the cycle as I do now.
 
Not during, but my blood work is in Feb.
there are some things I felt early this year that made me want to get an ekg, I am still feeling those things today… so. I am sure it is a nothingburger, but… I noticed it is the same feeling I felt when I was pushing the cycle, I didnt feel it as much during the cycle as I do now.

You were for sure playing with fire like that brother. But it’s really good you are not going to do it again man, seriously. glad you are going to get bloodwork done. I hope it comes out as nothing, and your liver, kidney and cardiac markers are normal after the time off.
 
I’d like to take a moment to shine a spotlight on the incredible and amazing person that is iris.

I want to say everything that I have come to realize, what I was doing bad, or my health, is because talks with iris and even though we are so far apart, the kindness and care she has given and shown towards me I can never be thankful enough for.
Even when I am a total dickhead, she is still there showing immense kindness and care… i cant put into words how thankful I am.

When I dedicate time to talk with her, make donations to children in her name, or speak highly of her, it’s my way of giving back, with the only ways i can. It may seem small compared to the immense kindness she has shown me, but it’s all I can offer. She truly deserves the world for everything she has done for me, and I often feel that I have given her too little in return.


iris
❤️
 
Lol, it's a little experiment in how far we can push the content that gets automoderated.

We are being a bit silly, sorry.

A bit of a distraction from other, serious forum stuff.

Hope you are doing well.
Ta for the suggestion
Grandpa the party pooper
 
[...] missing a key tren element, a 5'2 Goddess to take the reins and bring him in, I definitely wouldn't know anything about it

I went up to around 1.4-2G and felt totally normal, definitely didn't turn me into a love struck sexual puppy, no no, it is confirmed by the Goddess herself @iris

.....PUT A COLLAR ON ME iris ILL GET ON MY KNEES FOR IT....

Yes, you wouldn't know anything about it: no reins taken, by the look of things...

Yeah, everybody knows, no needy puppy, here.
Let's be real, though: the images the word Goddess conjures are so far from me, it's tragic lol; if you knew.
Leggings, jeans and big jumpers a Goddess don't make, lol
However, thanks for making fun of me using such glamorous tones.
Your kindness always outstanding.

Thanks for coming down to my underwhelming level, for easy reach.
You + Rekkie collar >>> Ysra will get confused.
She may end up wanting to take you walkies.
 
I want to say everything that I have come to realize, what I was doing bad, or my health, is because talks with iris and even though we are so far apart, the kindness and care she has given and shown towards me I can never be thankful enough for.
Even when I am a total dickhead, she is still there showing immense kindness and care… i cant put into words how thankful I am.

When I dedicate time to talk with her, make donations to children in her name, or speak highly of her, it’s my way of giving back, with the only ways i can. It may seem small compared to the immense kindness she has shown me, but it’s all I can offer. She truly deserves the world for everything she has done for me, and I often feel that I have given her too little in return.


iris
❤️

Come on.... you want to make me cry early AM....
Thank you and thanks for the time you have taken for this.
But no way, I do not deserve your amazing words and I have done zero, really.
If only I could be more helpful, if/when you need it and make things easier for you.

I have been lucky we shared thoughts, worries, stories and witnessed each other's tantrums.
You have given me as much if not more than what you say is viceversa.

Thank you for always trying to lift me up, for the mischievous fun, for your inquisitive mind, and for the care, kindness and affection you have shown me.
In such an unlikely place, I have come across the grace of you and your soul, no matter how far you are and you will be.
Truly blessed.

May all the happiness you are deserving of and all you desire come your way.

 

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