Ya, I mean I take the gym quite seriously and have worked out for 15ish years. My diet is on point, My workouts are pretty intense and I put them together myself after learning what works for me best over the last 15 years. I've done quite a bit of research from a high level overview but I just can't pull the trigger. I'm just kinda here to gain knowledge and somewhat fantasize about one day doing a cycle.
For example yesterday I went to a sketchy ass sup store on the other side of town (I was working over there) and the dude had tons of sarms, but I'm just not quite ready to make that jump.
A. I may lose my hair and I'm not sure if it is worth it.
B. Health risks, test possibly not rebounding, high cholesterol etc...
C. Possibly getting addicted to steroids IE: not physically addicted but no longer being ok with small incremental 'Natural Gains' and just wanting to be on something all the time.
D. I'm in a great relationship with a very fit woman and I think she would be able to tell (she is in healthcare) and she would not be down with steroids.
Z. On the other hand there is that little devil on my shoulder that sometimes whispers "break-up with her and do a cycle."
-Just a rant to let you know where my head is at. No need to reply.
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