That's kinda what I was thinking deep down, along with lots of other stuff. I'm terrified of the thought of being married with kids one day and not being able to give my kids the truly happy, loving environment that I wasn't quite able to have. I want my relationship with my future wife to be as close to perfect as possible, and I just didn't think that was very likely with this girl.
to further emphasize vision. glad you can put that into perspective and not settle for anything less than what you want and need out of life.
