How long have you been off Paxil that one is to me the worst. I feel the SSRI drugs made my low T worse but I can't prove it.
At least 5-6 years now, but I was HEAVY into aas after I stopped they helped pull me out of the hole. Paxil is the devil I HATED the way it made me feel sort of like, I'll just lie around and wait to die, not much concern over anything at all just waiting to die. Thats the best way I could describe it.
I was not depressed anymore, I was dead or in a coma for lack of a better description.
Earthdog that is how I felt but even more extreme, work, sleep, work sleep, repeat till dead, no thanks. I would have rather died than continue living like that.
I had worked out most of my life despite having problems with depression since puberty, a bad divorce destroyed me and had me bedridden for months before turned into a zombie by paxil I did not care at the time because I was so tired of the pain.
To this day I credit AAS for saving my life, I used the pain of my divorce to fuel my workouts/research, while it did not cure my depression it got much better. Today I use wellbutrin and I have no negative effects with that. My estrogen is and I believe has been extremely high for a very long time I am hoping this is part of the puzzle.