I here ya man theres no defending some of his mistakes. For me he did way more good for me than bad against me.
Two years ago I had a major brain fart and almost ran out my trt test, I kept thinking I had 2 more bottles of cyp stashed up offsite but turns out I was mistaken and It was NPP. Well i got ahold of stan and explained the situation and that I would need to make a emergency order but I was in bind for time and wouldnt be able to send funds till that Friday and it was only Monday and that I was giving him a heads up to hopefully put together the order and have it ready to ship right away when I confirm my payment was on it's way. Well he messaged me back and asked me for my addy and said dont worry about the funds and that he got me just send the funds when you get the chance well he overnighted my entire order out of pocket and without a single penny in his hands. To me that was a stand up thing to do. That's just one of the things hes helped me out with over the years.
Like I said I dont think Stan was a regular run of the mill shitbag brewer. I just think he overestimated his ability to provide as a public source. That was compounded by being one of only two sources on the board who were halfway decent. When he was private things were on point though.