Hey, thanks guys. This is my 3d cycle. First was Test e 500/wk and EQ 400/wk but i cut it short at about 8 weeks and dropped the EQ at about 4 weeks (bp issues). Second i ran 500/wk test e to start and kept bumping it until i got to about 900/wk. At the time I blamed PC for sending me bunk test but looking back, I believe i had desensitized myself to it. For me at around week 8 my weight plateaus and i start to lose energy and motivation. Just what ive noticed in my limited experience.
So here's what brought me to where i now sit. After my last PC cycle, i took a fairly long hiatus from lifting and did a blood type diet where i lost a lot of extra body fat and even more muscle. It's easy for me to not eat after over 20 years of force feeding myself every few hours and eating by the clock. Im 37 years old and used to be a heroin addict. Id clean up, get big, relapse, lose a bunch of muscle, clean up and get big again, relapse...well, you know the drill(or hopefully you don't). So after my eat clean blood type diet(which i took to an extreme as is my nature apparently) a guy i used to work out with saw me and asked if everything was ok and said id lost a lot of weight. His comment hit me pretty hard because i felt good and didn't actually realize how much id lost until I stepped on a scale. 172. Crazy. Couldn't believe it and said "oh SHIT!, everyone probably thinks im on drugs again!!!"
Historically, when id lose a bunch of weight it was because id relapsed. Not this time but i have no doubt its what family and friends were thinking so i did an abrupt 180. Threw my diet in the toilet and started eating again and hitting the weights. In order for my loved ones to KNOW im doing ok without me having to make excuses, I HAVE to look the part or they'll assume im fucking up again, even though ive been clean for most of 5 years.
So I started this new "get back in shape as quickly as possible " thing in April, ate around 3200 cals a day which i had to work up to after my shrunken stomach and did it naturally until the first of July. Im nearing the 3 week mark of this current 300/wk test e and 400/wk mast e and ive never felt better. My bp has been good, sex drive is bonkers(wifey will attest) and its like my first cycle all over again but with more knowledge about what im doing thanks in large part to Meso.
I will post some pics and preliminary blood work later this week. Thanks for tuning in
