The urge to pin

[Wreck it Ralph]

I had to come off my blast for blood work for my HRT doctor. Life has been stressful to say the least. When I came off blast I felt like shit. I have three weeks until I get the bloods. I have an overwhelming urge to just pin. I don't know if it is just the habit that's hard to break or that I think the stress and depression will go away. I am also worried about loosing gain since the workout schedule is thrown off slightly because of the holidays. I think I will pin some B12

 

[BigPharma]

I am a recovering addict. I can relate- i went on cycle with the plan to run 12 weeks and pct--- well it didnt happen- i stayed on way longer than i needed to because of fear of coming off: loss of gains,energy,libido, and confidence. Boy was i wrong!! Staying on gets old- i love cruising and had no idea because i was addicted and in fear. Its nice to chill with the hormones and give myself a break. I think you are probably kind of where i was at. Its cool- i didnt experience all the bad things i thought i would have to go through. In fact it is cool to mellow out and chill...and then its cool to get excited about getting back after it again after you have been on break... If you need to get some cialis and energy pills they will give you whatever edge you are missing... i guess what i am trying to say is: Give yourself a break-Its smart and its good.(not bad) Hope it helps... peace out