Yep I’m shooting blanks anyways. I have a son and my daughter passed away. Just trying to do this and not put myself in harms way. I come from a long line of alcoholism. This has kept me away that. I know it sounds weird but if I am blasting I am very dedicated and won’t drink or party. That’s how I got here. I had to make a change. I definitely don’t have an alcohol problem, I have a party problem! So this or that. I own a business and my vendors all take me out to games and shit. It’s tough to be responsible unless I have a good reason.