Be honest? That's how i got here. Lmao.
No actually i wasn't thinking like i was told. I was told this would happen if i did as directed. I was planning to test stuff. But not this much or as often. I figured publishing all my mistakes (there have been several, but nothing catastrophic) would sink me. But meso finds out anyway, so better to just be transparent from the start. I really thought AA, SAS, and Prissy would be hard to out perform...but they killed themselves.
In short, i was told it would happen. But i didn't believe in myself really. But i am glad i was directed by people that give a damn about this board. Because if you read back, at every fork, i didn't just PM people and hide my insecurities or hide my not knowing what to do. I asked. I looked at all the input, and tried my best to make educated decisions. I'm still working on taking things personal and separation of business/emotions. I just want to be what i set out to be. And it is growing. It's taking shape. And like i was told, people are responding. Meso is great. I owe where i am to the community and to the quality of my next batch.
Sometimes winning is a matter of doing things right over time as others blow up and falter around you. Not what you may envision but happens all the time. Just keep your shit straight and together, chips will fall in your favor
