syuri
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Additionally still feeling fine. Here’s an update for today.
Sold some stuff off Facebook marketplace today. Been doing that as of late. Not a cycle update but I felt like mentioning that lol.
Smoking more unfortunately. Mood swings have been tougher too, I feel it might be from Lexapro. My friend had a similiar experience- she became volatile when starting, but smoothed out 2-3 weeks in. I feel bad though, I live with my grandmother and I end up taking a lot of my steam out on her. I feel guilty. It’s the type of guilt that makes me pussy out when I want to apologize to her too.
Gym motivation has been moderate too. I’m seeing some so-so strength increases but I’m not feeling the 19-nor magic from NPP yet. I would throw in an oral like Anavar since I have a ton on hand, but I already have a trillion external factors (weed, SSRI, other liver interacting meds) that I don’t want to have turn me into a human compounding pharmacy. Plus DHT’s make me shed. Ended up finding out with a vial of Mast that I’m never going to touch again.
I hope to see results from everything I’m doing soon- the NPP, Lexapro, everything; hope it pays off. I hate bulking mentally because of fat gain (I’m in my later years of college and value my appearance) but I see this as me really putting mass on my frame and fixing my mental along the way.
Sold some stuff off Facebook marketplace today. Been doing that as of late. Not a cycle update but I felt like mentioning that lol.
Smoking more unfortunately. Mood swings have been tougher too, I feel it might be from Lexapro. My friend had a similiar experience- she became volatile when starting, but smoothed out 2-3 weeks in. I feel bad though, I live with my grandmother and I end up taking a lot of my steam out on her. I feel guilty. It’s the type of guilt that makes me pussy out when I want to apologize to her too.
Gym motivation has been moderate too. I’m seeing some so-so strength increases but I’m not feeling the 19-nor magic from NPP yet. I would throw in an oral like Anavar since I have a ton on hand, but I already have a trillion external factors (weed, SSRI, other liver interacting meds) that I don’t want to have turn me into a human compounding pharmacy. Plus DHT’s make me shed. Ended up finding out with a vial of Mast that I’m never going to touch again.
I hope to see results from everything I’m doing soon- the NPP, Lexapro, everything; hope it pays off. I hate bulking mentally because of fat gain (I’m in my later years of college and value my appearance) but I see this as me really putting mass on my frame and fixing my mental along the way.
