You just had another blast on that crack pipe...stop scrabbling around on your hands and knees looking for white specks...they ain't crack. You need to wake up and smell the coffee my friend,
Keep going, Nigel, but you're wasting your time. The harassment you're facing isn't going to stop so if that's what you're waiting for, think again. In fact, it's only just begun. This will only end in one of two ways: you'll either get the hint and leave Meso right away; or you'll stay, waste a whole lot of time, damage your already shitty reputation, and then leave anyway. Proceed as you see fit but just know that you will be leaving. That I can assure you.