Want to be a freak

Dude idk how fragile yalls mental states are that you can’t not riod rage it’s a non issue for me. I’m on slightly above trt lvl doses. And I have the family around me to have gym time even with a newborn. Really don’t understand everyone negative opinions about the matter but quite frankly I don’t care. Ima do me, follow my passions, chase my dreams and goals, while also maintaining my responsibilities.
 
And I have the full support of my partner, she’s the one with the medical training to do my injections, she’s gives them to me, there seems to be some misunderstanding that she’s not on board
 
The absolute second my mental slips I’ll realign my goals for the time being handle my responsibilities and hop off, not the fucking end of the world, and I’ll put it down until I can comfortably pick it back up again.
 
Estrogen is very very important, monitor it it’s usually what sets mood, if it’s crashed it’s easy to be angry if it’s to high it’s easy to be sad all day
real advice I appreciate thank you, a blanket you can’t do it stop now I don’t really have any interest in.
 
And honestly the only thing bringing me down lately is this thread. So I’m hop off here for a few weeks.
 
And honestly the only thing bringing me down lately is this thread. So I’m hop off here for a few weeks.
What? sorry?? This isn’t YouTube stream where people comment every second brother, we’re a smalll group of people who lift, and an even smaller group who use ped and our focus is harm reduction we respect you just ask anything
 
Estrogen is very very important, monitor it it’s usually what sets mood,
if it’s crashed it’s easy to be mad

if it’s to high it’s easy to be sad

Agree on this one.
Highly individual aswell on how the numbers make YOU feel.

Get some bloodwork during your runs and maybe have a personal "diary" on how you feel and you will be in a way better position to go for future dosages and stacks aswell.

Not worth it to feel like shit if you can "easily" miligate the biggest issues by having an eye on these basics if you ask me. Especially if it also starts affecting your social and work life. Just my opinion.
 
Dude idk how fragile yalls mental states are that you can’t not riod rage it’s a non issue for me.

I'm less concerned about the potential for 'roid rage and more concerned about your ability to make progress as a new parent. Consistency is king, as is sleep quality and both of those go out the window for most people with a newborn.

I have the family around me to have gym time even with a newborn.

I was going to ask this. That's fucking great. If you have the support you need to deal with a newborn and also get into the gym, then I'm going to just sit here and be jealous.

also maintaining my responsibilities

This eases any concerns I had.

I have the full support of my partner,

As does this.

I also have plenty of time to finish my cycle and pct before my baby’s here

Personally, I'd cruise rather than deal with PCT, but that comes at a risk if you want to have another kid. It's possible, even likely, but not guaranteed.
 
I quit smoking pot before cycle because I saw some other users urging other people to quit on cycle, mostly enjoying the experience but I’m having a really hard time getting enough sleep at night without it. I’ve tried all the over the counter sleep aids to not much success. Would it be that bad to have a joint at night to help with sleep or should I just ask my doc for something prescription.
 
I’ve tried all the over the counter sleep aids to not much success. Would it be that bad to have a joint at night to help with sleep or should I just ask my doc for something prescription.

Try full-spectrum CBD first. That may do the trick and is way less detrimental than THC or any prescription med on your sleep architecture. I get mine from a company called Alliant Hemp. Not shilling for them, but my experience has been good and they have the very lowest price per gram that I've seen.

Could be there's some aspect of the THC that you need to chill out. Personally, I can't tolerate it at all, makes me crazy paranoid and anxious. For others it's the opposite.
 
If you need something to sleep it is time to get rid of it and your dependency. Yes, it will take a little while to normalize again, but your body will return to normal if you let it.
 
Hey brother- congrats on your new goals and baby. I started nearly from scratch about 3 yrs ago and have learned a lot through experimentation, and internet research.
Freak status will take a lot of time and drugs. Strategic use of ancillary drugs will help you mitigate harm to your health while combating side effects...allowing you to tolerate higher and higher doses of gear over time. 300mg/week seems low for you but of course, only you can decide what's best. Good luck!
 
I'm just gonna comment and give you the truth. Your title of "want to be a freak" is gonna be a long road. You're 6'4" 202 lbs, and only taking 300mg test. You look like someone who hasn't hit the gym in a while. Not being rude but you look like an average size man for your height. Why not 500mg test?
It's very possible for you to get to 225 with enough calories (nutrient dense) and proper training. Your progression pics tell me you are avoiding the basic core exercises... bench, squats, and deadlifts. I never did deadlifts but you gotta find something to replace it. Your lower belly is the give away.
A basic program of push/pull with one day being chest, shoulders, and triceps. The second day being back, and arms, then a leg day. Calves can be trained multiple days a week.
You will not hit the freak mark unless you can handle the drugs, proper training, and the amount of food needed. Then plan on at least 5-7 years at that. Unless you're a super responder.
235-240 lbs will not put you in the freak zone at your height. I'm 5'9" and hit 257 13-15% bf and I was no where near the freak zone.
Also, you're not at the level needed to train 6 days a week. Recovery is critical. You should be starting off at training the push/pull every other day. Once you figure out how your body best responds go from there.
You need to be realistic with your goals
You are NOT gonna be able to do any type of serious competition anytime soon. You have a long way to go and you are starting gear with ZERO base.
 
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I'm just gonna comment and give you the truth. Your title of "want to be a freak" is gonna be a long road. You're 6'4" 202 lbs, and only taking 300mg test. You look like someone who hasn't hit the gym in a while. Not being rude but you look like an average size man for your height. Why not 500mg test?
It's very possible for you to get to 225 with enough calories (nutrient dense) and proper training. Your progression pics tell me you are avoiding the basic core exercises... bench, squats, and deadlifts. I never did deadlifts but you gotta find something to replace it. Your lower belly is the give away.
A basic program of push/pull with one day being chest, shoulders, and triceps. The second day being back, and arms, then a leg day. Calves can be trained multiple days a week.
You will not hit the freak mark unless you can handle the drugs, proper training, and the amount of food needed. Then plan on at least 5-7 years at that. Unless you're a super responder.
235-240 lbs will not put you in the freak zone at your height. I'm 5'9" and hit 257 13-15% bf and I was no where near the freak zone.
Also, you're not at the level needed to train 6 days a week. Recovery is critical. You should be starting off at training the push/pull every other day. Once you figure out how your body best responds go from there.
You need to be realistic with your goals
You are NOT gonna be able to do any type of serious competition anytime soon. You have a long way to go and you are starting gear with ZERO base.
He has not posted here since February, in this thread.
 
He has not posted here since February, in this thread.
Guess he didn't last long. Maybe he'll see my post and come back to reality. I really don't try to be a hater but sometimes people need a reality check. Bodybuilding involves much more then drugs and dreams. As we both know there is no magic pill. It's about learning your body and educating yourself on proper training and diet.
I really do need to pay closer attention to the dates though... thank you.
 
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