What to expect mentally

[enigma34]

If there's a feather in one of your vials, I would throw away the entire order. Then I would post a picture and let everyone know not to order from that source.

Was my first ever purchase a year ago. and only domestic one. Locally from someone that obviously uses. Thought I was getting a peace of mind doing that and paying $360 for three vials. If I knew I was going to invest so much money into international stuff I wouldn't have made the buy. Knowing that now does leave a sick feeling

I don't know what I'll do with it, I'll eventually use the other two and know even if it's legit or I got scammed.

 

[Inquiring Mind]

I have collected about 5 or more years of test and anncerlires. I have been patient and not looking for instant results. Does test go bad/or crash from sitting overtime?

Hold up, you have been “collecting” Test for 5 years now and you don’t know if it will go bad? Dude, too bad you haven’t been reading peopels experiences and researching the fuck out of all this shit you want to get into. 5 ducking years and you just found this fucking clown on YouTube and you subscribed to his ideals?!

Serious questions:
1. how old are you?
2. Whom do you live with?
3. What level of education do you have?
4. Are you employed?

 

[enigma34]

Hold up, you have been “collecting” Test for 5 years now and you don’t know if it will go bad? Dude, too bad you haven’t been reading peopels experiences and researching the fuck out of all this shit you want to get into. 5 ducking years and you just found this fucking clown on YouTube and you subscribed to his ideals?!

Serious questions:
1. how old are you?
2. Whom do you live with?
3. What level of education do you have?
4. Are you employed?

I'll explain more detail.
Maybe wasn't clear how I worded that. If you read from the first page, I'm 28. I don't think I'm pushing any claims I'm just here for info not bashing. I have been reading about aas for three years and two years have been thinking(feeling like eventually it's going to be the route because gym has been my life from when i started going to a gym 8 years ago. I live by myself, have a full time job. Health insurance etc. Im at the point now I've done all the reading I can do and what's left is actually trying it. I have gotten my base levels checked. I have stocked up on general health supplements, inhale a blood pressure monitor etc. I don't think there wouldbe any doubt in what I'm saying that yells out that I haven't done my research. Like I said and what this thread was about, I googled about mental effects and relationships. And the results were OK but I wanted to post here and get more info.

I posted that video because I wanted people's opinions on it. Two sides to everything. I know that guy in the video is in some relations to ppl , because his banner is on there website. So I know he's pushing gear on people to make money. I'm not slow. I found that channel 1 month ago. To answer your questions again I have been buying gear for a year, so I don't run into any issues if a source isn't around and so I have enough on reserve to replace source. I have not been buying aas for 5 years, only 1. Studying things for 3 years. I have dabbled in injecting peptides and prohomaones. reason being as there less side effect and no shut down in my case. I know the better the drug the more side effects. I want to do aas but afraid of what could be, that sound sane?

There's also a post of me a page back. I do follow alot of YouTube. The 44, Tony huge, Seth Spartan, Seth feroce, Dave p, small and big channels. They all talk different, just like you guys here about aas

Really what I'm saying is I do see people happy using, so we're is the negatives that I have done from researching? I know and here all about the bad stuff guys. Im not doing it for money, but it's OK for the rock and other actors to do it? That's another thing I came across to that argument. The rock is so well liked and no one bats on eye about it

 

[enigma34]

Also know everything I say is from the words of other people so I don't know any better than the research I find .so I'm not arguing with anyone , your just giving me your 2 cents or argument towards these people. So I in return can Get more info of both sides .

 

[enigma34]

I liked how someone said what test mg brings them around my natty levels. Beaucse that's something That helped me. I do know that I want to get the most out of as little but I want to run enough my first time to be beneficial.

 

[enigma34]

Also I know test is good for years ,but UGL vs pharma is life span debatable ? and tren I know is more temp sensitive ? Hotter weather is a plus for all gear, it's cold that can effect it's life span ?

 

[Inquiring Mind]

I'll explain more detail.
Maybe wasn't clear how I worded that. If you read from the first page, I'm 28. I don't think I'm pushing any claims I'm just here for info not bashing. I have been reading about aas for three years and two years have been thinking(feeling like eventually it's going to be the route because gym has been my life from when i started going to a gym 8 years ago. I live by myself, have a full time job. Health insurance etc. Im at the point now I've done all the reading I can do and what's left is actually trying it. I have gotten my base levels checked. I have stocked up on general health supplements, inhale a blood pressure monitor etc. I don't think there wouldbe any doubt in what I'm saying that yells out that I haven't done my research. Like I said and what this thread was about, I googled about mental effects and relationships. And the results were OK but I wanted to post here and get more info.

I posted that video because I wanted people's opinions on it. Two sides to everything. I know that guy in the video is in some relations to ppl , because his banner is on there website. So I know he's pushing gear on people to make money. I'm not slow. I found that channel 1 month ago. To answer your questions again I have been buying gear for a year, so I don't run into any issues if a source isn't around and so I have enough on reserve to replace source. I have not been buying aas for 5 years, only 1. Studying things for 3 years. I have dabbled in injecting peptides and prohomaones. reason being as there less side effect and no shut down in my case. I know the better the drug the more side effects. I want to do aas but afraid of what could be, that sound sane?

There's also a post of me a page back. I do follow alot of YouTube. The 44, Tony huge, Seth Spartan, Seth feroce, Dave p, small and big channels. They all talk different, just like you guys here about aas

Really what I'm saying is I do see people happy using, so we're is the negatives that I have done from researching? I know and here all about the bad stuff guys. Im not doing it for money, but it's OK for the rock and other actors to do it? That's another thing I came across to that argument. The rock is so well liked and no one bats on eye about it

Look, no one here dislikes you. We are all trying to digest the information you provide and give you what we honestly believe is true and accurate, which translates primarily into personal experiences.

It appeases you have come a ways and are ready to take the next step. You clearly know what you are getting into, right? That said, we are all adults and responsible for our actions.
So good luck to you, keep us informed of your progress.

 

[enigma34]

Look, no one here dislikes you. We are all trying to digest the information you provide and give you what we honestly believe is true and accurate, which translates primarily into personal experiences.

It appeases you have come a ways and are ready to take the next step. You clearly know what you are getting into, right? That said, we are all adults and responsible for our actions.
So good luck to you, keep us informed of your progress.

I agree with that . And when I do I will check in on how everything goe s .

My main thing is I don't want to ruin a relationship. Ruining my life with aas induced rage etc.

I'm planning November thru December 3000mg test p . Front load weekly dose 600mg day 1 . I'm still on the fence I learn something new often ,and my mind has up and downs .

It does come down to risk vs reward. Example like motocross freestyle , even what football can have on the effects of the brain .

 

[Dr JIM]

@Dr JIM, what are some examples of goals, in your opinion, that warrant the use of AAS?

Exclusive of professional B.B, the medical indications are as follows;
I have a TT of less than 300ng/dL
and have noticed ED and a significant reduction in LBM compared to many years ago when my level was 875ng/dL.

Anything else is a facade created
by profiteers selling AAS on forums for every reason or GOAL under the sun.

 

[enigma34]

Exclusive of professional B.B, the medical indications are as follows;
I have a TT of less than 300ng/dL
and have noticed ED and a significant reduction in LBM compared to many years ago when my level was 875ng/dL.

Anything else is a facade created
by profiteers selling AAS on forums for every reason or GOAL under the sun.

Weren't these drugs made originally for Olympic athletes not with BB in mind ? Too enhance athlete performance in men and girls during there creation . And today it's said all of any professional sport even collage level are plagued with users. Alot of what I read is old, modern times have changed things ?and who uses these drugs ?

 

[Thaistick]

Weren't these drugs made originally for Olympic athletes not with BB in mind ? Too enhance athlete performance in men and girls during there creation . And today it's said all of any professional sport even collage level are plagued with users. Alot of what I read is old, modern times have changed things ?and who uses these drugs ?

Some were. And they fucked up a generation of young people especially women in the GDR. There's documentaries and plenty of articles about how it ruined those kids. And you want to know the dosages used by the Romanian power lifters? 10mg a day up to 30mg a day and back down. Pyramid style. It worked very well.
The Rock gets paid big bucks to use. So do any pro athletes or other actors. Are you going to be banking $40 million because you are big? You're going to use, no doubt. Start low, really low.

 

[Dr JIM]

Spend some time on PED forums
and you’ll soon learn very few PED users are Pro BB or on a TRT quest.

The majority use PEDs as a sport in and of itself, with NO GOAL or objective in mind excepting to get big or shoot the shit with other runners in their gym or forum circle.

Outliers are numerous and include, underweight, overweight, depressed, sexual dysfunction, recovering addicts bla, bla, bla !

And the money being spent on
a PED lifestyle can be astronomical.

 

[BigNattyDaddy]

Sounds like you have done a lot of research, which is always good. Knowledge is power. One thing that stuck out to me though is you said you are going to do 3000mg of testosterone for your first cycle, that's way too much. 500mg per week will suffice.

Big fan of the The Rock btw

 

[BigBaldBeardGuy]

Lots of really good advice provided here already. And everyone is looking out for you and being really decent.

You’re 28 with really good natural numbers. Consider that once you’re shut down and go thru pct you may or may not return to that same natural level. Kids in the future? And honestly do an introspective evaluation of whether you’re truly at a genetic plateau or if like the other guys said you might do well with a good trainer. You’re will to spend significant money on PEDs and ancillaries but not on a decent coach?

And you said you were going to run Test P?? At 3000 mg/week with a 600 mg frontload on Day 1. You either wrote that totally wrong with multiple typos or you have some more research to do.

 

[Inquiring Mind]

I'm planning November thru December 3000mg test p . Front load weekly dose 600mg day

3 THOUSAND front load?! Why in the hell would you do that? You heard it was a good idea on YouTube? Seriously, do you bother to questing the unilateral information you get from YouTube?

Correct me if I’m wrong but you’ve never injexted before, right? You have no idea how your body will react to all that shit all at once. 600/week, ok I can dig that..this bullshit about front loading had no proven benefit. What do YOU assume or believe will be gains by front loading any amount let alone 3000mg of Test, of all compounds. You looking to have gyno on your first cycle?

 

[enigma34]

3 THOUSAND front load?! Why in the hell would you do that? You heard it was a good idea on YouTube? Seriously, do you bother to questing the unilateral information you get from YouTube?

Correct me if I’m wrong but you’ve never injexted before, right? You have no idea how your body will react to all that shit all at once. 600/week, ok I can dig that..this bullshit about front loading had no proven benefit. What do YOU assume or believe will be gains by front loading any amount let alone 3000mg of Test, of all compounds. You looking to have gyno on your first cycle?

I'll correct you .
3000mg total durring two months. I'll have to look back how I worded it but I thought it was clear understanding. I'm planning to front load because on another board it's a sticky about it . The person is saying frontloads are important for making the most of cycles 10 weeks or less. something about brining your levels up to were they will be durring the duration of the cycle sooner than later . But it's just an option to try ,seems everyone in the AAS world has there own way or has tried many ways

Edit , I'm doing 600 front load ,but 300 weekly . Front load is double the weekly dose

 

[enigma34]

Correct me if I’m wrong but you’ve never injexted before, right?

I have pinned . Almost a 4 mon th cycle last winter of peptides . I did injections up to 4 times a day every day , those were planned and times injections around meals . So I know how to dedicate 110% to any protocol. Peptides used , cjc with and without dac, hgh frag, ipam, igflr3 might have been another one don't remember but think that was it . 4 months about pinning around meals wasint fun. Carrying around a freezer bag

I know prop can hurt ,and I'm fine with dosing every day or eod whatever I choose . But running prop for two reasons ,it's a short cycle and I want to jump right into pct . Also hcg is planned with every cy cle . And I have Exemestane, and Anastrozole to pick first to try if issues are there in the mirror or blood work . I also believe I can use Exemestane as a pct took also for its recovering benefits . I also have p rovirion for future runs. First run doing test only and a low dose 300.

 

[Inquiring Mind]

Edit , I'm doing 600 front load ,but 300 weekly . Front load is double the weekly dose

I’m honestly relieved to be corrected. Also, this is text messaging basically, so trust me, I understand how what we say gets interpreted differently. LOl. So thank you for being patient and having a great attitude while you are being scrutinized inside out.

 

[enigma34]

My tablet screen is all cracked to spelling and texting can be a task

 

[Inquiring Mind]

But it's just an option to try ,seems everyone in the AAS world has there own way or has tried many ways

This is true. But better to err on the side of caution than be tragicly wrong. Take it easy, what’s the rush? Get some cycles under your belt at a steady schedule dose protocol, such as 600/week. By the way, that 300/week shit is not even worth shutting yourself down for.
Then, in due time, you will have enough experience to decide if you want to front load and such.