Okay this is going to be a bit long. I will start in 1988 @14 when I began to lift seriously after watching Ben Johnson crush Carl lewis 100m dash. There the addiction began so to speak. Started my first cycle @17 Steris propionate 50 mg MWF for 10 weeks, I can feel the prop pip. Followed it up in 92 with a Thai dbol Laurabolin 50 stack. Took a 7 year hiatus personally from the gear but trained my ass off clean, saw many people blow up, watched and learned. Fast forward to 1999/00 got to the southwest and eventually Diego. Found a great MEX vet/hg source and I'm sure the super old vets will know Around this time I joined MESO, had a great time on this site, off the top of my head I can recount macrophagealpha69, dborleone many others. From 99-05 I blew up on MEX gear which was the best gear on the planet by far Ever. Nothing compares. Did everything seen everything from Reynosa to TJ. Crazy times! Then op gear grinder ended that. Somewhere along the line I lost my MESO credentials due to having to ditch an email. Fast forward to Feb 2009 rejoined MESO, missed the board. April 2009 quad tendon completely ripped off requiring immediate surgery. That took me almost 5.5 years to recover and start squating. None of this bs about miracle recoveries you hear about on the net. Just brutal, it really fucked with my head. But finally back to normal @41 and back here to MESO. So 25 years of lifting, juice, and online shenanigans here. Hope I can help anyone that needs it. The ups the downs the good the bad, anything. I've done it all seen it all literally. Later