Addiction-Finding recovery in the gym

[OdieM]

Yea me two I was clean two yrs and after a cycle I fel depressed anxious tired and just way off. After two months off I ended up relapsing for two yrs and getting arrested ten times . I finally started a cycle and started hitting the gym to give me motivation and I've been clean since I been in the gym. Now the one thing that scares me is coming off again

How do you plan on coming off?

 

[mindgame1516]

Been using hcg while on actually waiting for more to come. And Clomid and nolva coming off first day 80 nolva and 250 Clomid then 40 nolva 100 Clomid and so on taper for five weeks

 

[Ryno1980]

Yea me two I was clean two yrs and after a cycle I fel depressed anxious tired and just way off. After two months off I ended up relapsing for two yrs and getting arrested ten times . I finally started a cycle and started hitting the gym to give me motivation and I've been clean since I been in the gym. Now the one thing that scares me is coming off again

How old are you? The reason I ask is if coming off cycle scares you so bad or puts u at risk in your own mind then maybe you should consider cruzing during your off cycle..... I mean that isn't the fix all answer to stay sober brother but if I thought coming off cycle would put me in the state of mind to go use again..... I would do exactly what I just told you.... lol..... cruzing is a whole other topic tho... lots to consider....

 

[mindgame1516]

Yea well I also didn't 100% believe the theory of the test being te reason, until I started the cycle and felt 20X better. I also think I crashed my t Lvls, when I started I was still using and ended up selling my pct to a friend and never bought more cause used it on drugs . Lol I was really bad in my early twenties late teens. Then the next cycle I started and ran test alone and nolva to come off. Then my next cycle I started getting high the end of the first month so I was in the gym for a week out the gym for 3-4 days and the going on for a while I didn't want to stop the test Bc I kept saying everytime I lost weight going on a three day run I'm going to get it back I ended up running test for 9 months around 350mg a wk. Then my next cycle was can't exactly remember n then my cycle when boxing. I do want to go on a cruise I just don't want to prescribe my self it like I was doing last time and go about it the right way and talk to a Dr... But what scares me is the time being while I come of and crash. Who know how long it will take to get put on trt

 

[OdieM]

Yea well I also didn't 100% believe the theory of the test being te reason, until I started the cycle and felt 20X better. I also think I crashed my t Lvls, when I started I was still using and ended up selling my pct to a friend and never bought more cause used it on drugs . Lol I was really bad in my early twenties late teens. Then the next cycle I started and ran test alone and nolva to come off. Then my next cycle I started getting high the end of the first month so I was in the gym for a week out the gym for 3-4 days and the going on for a while I didn't want to stop the test Bc I kept saying everytime I lost weight going on a three day run I'm going to get it back I ended up running test for 9 months around 350mg a wk. Then my next cycle was can't exactly remember n then my cycle when boxing. I do want to go on a cruise I just don't want to prescribe my self it like I was doing last time and go about it the right way and talk to a Dr... But what scares me is the time being while I come of and crash. Who know how long it will take to get put on trt

You need to come off the right way and have blood work done. I did something similar when I was young and dumb and caused some real damage.

 

[Ryno1980]

Had some scary shit happen today... I was pinning Tren A and Test P ... Normally pin quads but today I decided to pin my right glute....I aspirated the pin like always but somehow I either nicked a vein or moved the pin.. Got real hot started coughing and couldn't catch my breath.. tasted a metallic acid taste in my mouth.. freaked my ass out.. Aparently after doing some research it isn't that uncommon or that big of a deal but you should have seen my ass stashing all my gear and pins incase I flopped on the bathroom floor... funny now but wasn't while it was happening....

 

[OdieM]

Had some scary shit happen today... I was pinning Tren A and Test P ... Normally pin quads but today I decided to pin my right glute....I aspirated the pin like always but somehow I either nicked a vein or moved the pin.. Got real hot started coughing and couldn't catch my breath.. tasted a metallic acid taste in my mouth.. freaked my ass out.. Aparently after doing some research it isn't that uncommon or that big of a deal but you should have seen my ass stashing all my gear and pins incase I flopped on the bathroom floor... funny now but wasn't while it was happening....

Happens to me at least twice every cycle. You should try real tren ( Fina ). Then your ass would be on the floor. Lol it's the price we pay to be freaks

 

[Ryno1980]

Happens to me at least twice every cycle. You should try real tren ( Fina ). Then your ass would be on the floor. Lol it's the price we pay to be freaks

Crazy bro.... I heard about the cough and the taste but man when I couldn't catch my breath I was sure I was dying... lol.. Im just gonna pin my quads from now on...

 

[mindgame1516]

Quads are even worse. Delt$ baby!!

 

[Ryno1980]

I'm feelin like a low life right now.. I usually stick to a pretty lean diet... especially on cycle. No soda no junk food.... lots of fish chicken and green veggies. But every now and then I find myself in that fucking drive through line loading up on mcribbs! Wtf? I have no will power against those magic little sandwiches..... so after I ate 4 of them with fries I realized something ..... tonight my tren sweats are gonna spell like bbq sauce!