Yea well I also didn't 100% believe the theory of the test being te reason, until I started the cycle and felt 20X better. I also think I crashed my t Lvls, when I started I was still using and ended up selling my pct to a friend and never bought more cause used it on drugs . Lol I was really bad in my early twenties late teens. Then the next cycle I started and ran test alone and nolva to come off. Then my next cycle I started getting high the end of the first month so I was in the gym for a week out the gym for 3-4 days and the going on for a while I didn't want to stop the test Bc I kept saying everytime I lost weight going on a three day run I'm going to get it back I ended up running test for 9 months around 350mg a wk. Then my next cycle was can't exactly remember n then my cycle when boxing. I do want to go on a cruise I just don't want to prescribe my self it like I was doing last time and go about it the right way and talk to a Dr... But what scares me is the time being while I come of and crash. Who know how long it will take to get put on trt