picholas
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At this rate I won't fucking make it in. And how many cops use I wonder???
I wonder how many of those cops that use and discuss on public forums last as cops.
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At this rate I won't fucking make it in. And how many cops use I wonder???
I'm anonymous up hereI wonder how many of those cops that use and discuss on public forums last as cops.
your young bro. don't quit anything. keep moving forward. maybe scrap the aas for now and hit it naturally.in the mean time research these hormones and understand them including your body.No never touched a cigerrate, and don't do any other drugs roids are the first drug I've ever done.
No I don't watch porn I get depressed if I do because I can't throughly enjoy it. It's been that way for 6 years now. Over half a decade. I tried seeking help the right way. Doctors are just lazy or would rather cover up any issues to avoid work. I can't keep putting myself through the stress an for embarrassment of seeing these docs just to get turned away every time and waste money.
Furthermore my overall physicality is bad. I'm a borderline wimp. Idk how I can have normal test levels but have the anxiety and physical and sexual prowess of a guy with low t. Idk Perhaps I was just chosen to be a rat in a fucking maze. I'm starting not to give a fuck. Maybe the gear wasn't bunk. Maybe it was all pointless to begin with thinking I could change things for the better. Way too good to be fucking true. Anyway I'm about to withdraw from the police academy and get on with my joke of a life.
troll thread ban this idiot
There seems to be a lot of these lately. Guys that come on with seemingly legit questions then the thread turns to shit. They all know it all already and then start with the underhanded insults when our advice doesn’t match what they WANT to hear.
Fuck u boy, this ain't a fucking troll thread as if the answer is that simple or you would know u prolly didn't graduate high school fuck you idiottroll thread ban this idiot
This is a shitty post. What the fuck do you know.
Kinda like that? [emoji23][emoji85][emoji23]
Fuck u boy, this ain't a fucking troll thread as if the answer is that simple or you would know u prolly didn't graduate high school fuck you idiot
Ha! Pretty damn close. Not triggered enough, more like this:
I kind of think there are things you can do to burn your receptors....
Maybe I made mistakes... I've blasted and cruised. However now at 150mg/week of test e, I barely have any test in my body.
I recently did a test where I did 150 in 1 shot once a week. Pulled bloods at day 6 and my test was 60. Nothing in me.
Even when I was at 450ish mg/week, my test levels were only 1600.
I am starting to think you can burn the receptors...
Or looking at how you reset them.
reread ur post and try to figure out whic h sounds more like they didnt grad highschool. this post went straight from are my androgen receptors dead to "fuck you idiot' this has been funFuck u boy, this ain't a fucking troll thread as if the answer is that simple or you would know u prolly didn't graduate high school fuck you idiot
No never touched a cigerrate, and don't do any other drugs roids are the first drug I've ever done.
No I don't watch porn I get depressed if I do because I can't throughly enjoy it. It's been that way for 6 years now. Over half a decade. I tried seeking help the right way. Doctors are just lazy or would rather cover up any issues to avoid work. I can't keep putting myself through the stress an for embarrassment of seeing these docs just to get turned away every time and waste money.
Furthermore my overall physicality is bad. I'm a borderline wimp. Idk how I can have normal test levels but have the anxiety and physical and sexual prowess of a guy with low t. Idk Perhaps I was just chosen to be a rat in a fucking maze. I'm starting not to give a fuck. Maybe the gear wasn't bunk. Maybe it was all pointless to begin with thinking I could change things for the better. Way too good to be fucking true. Anyway I'm about to withdraw from the police academy and get on with my joke of a life.
So sorry to hear this man. But I truly admire your mindset. That's such a heavy burden to have to carry. Obciously your own mortality, but even harder is the wife and young ones. Breaks my heart, you trily have my orayers brotherSir, I’m saddened to see you speaking like this. You must remember that no ones life is perfect. Looking from the outside in we don’t truly know what is going on with people.
I recently found out I have leukemia, a cancer in the blood. Yeah, I’m bummed out. I know my time is limited. I have two very young kinds 1.5 and 5. I’ve been married to my wife just 7 years. After a lot of ups and downs we sort of finally figured one another out. And we get hit with this. I have lived a healthy life, don’t smoke, drink maybe on new years or a birthday. I have always avoid fast food, have been athletes as far back as I can remember. Cancer is not a commonality in my family. But it is what it is. This won’t be my crutch and I won’t let this get in the way of my objectives. Whatever happens will happen.
You can’t changer your past, and you have to play the cards you where delt. But you have come a long why, and you are apparently ambitious, and not afraid to seek out help. I know it hasn’t been easy from what you say, but persistence prevails. You’ve no doubt heard the expression “it ain’t over till it’s fucking over”! So don’t give up!
And no one will respect you until you respect yourself. So stop talking in those terms about yourself.
Is it possible for the androgen receptors to be completely dead and non responsive. If so it would explain why beard stopped devolving at 20 years old and my sex drive died in my late teens and why my gear didn't change me at all.
Is it possible for the androgen receptors to be completely dead and non responsive. If so it would explain why beard stopped devolving at 20 years old and my sex drive died in my late teens and why my gear didn't change me at all.
What's narrow minded rude presumptuous asshole. I don't even know what to say to you. Smfh. You have the mental capacity and social skills and reasoning of a fucking toddler. It's funny because you look like a blown up kindergartener.No way you passed your psych eval to even get into a police academy.
And for societies sake that's a good thing. You state how horribly in shape you are along with anxiety.
What kind of fukd up town would hire you.
How'd you even pass the PT part of the hiring process?
This is BS.
