Is it possible to have dead androgen receptors?

No never touched a cigerrate, and don't do any other drugs roids are the first drug I've ever done.

No I don't watch porn I get depressed if I do because I can't throughly enjoy it. It's been that way for 6 years now. Over half a decade. I tried seeking help the right way. Doctors are just lazy or would rather cover up any issues to avoid work. I can't keep putting myself through the stress an for embarrassment of seeing these docs just to get turned away every time and waste money.

Furthermore my overall physicality is bad. I'm a borderline wimp. Idk how I can have normal test levels but have the anxiety and physical and sexual prowess of a guy with low t. Idk Perhaps I was just chosen to be a rat in a fucking maze. I'm starting not to give a fuck. Maybe the gear wasn't bunk. Maybe it was all pointless to begin with thinking I could change things for the better. Way too good to be fucking true. Anyway I'm about to withdraw from the police academy and get on with my joke of a life.
your young bro. don't quit anything. keep moving forward. maybe scrap the aas for now and hit it naturally.in the mean time research these hormones and understand them including your body.
go for extensive lab work to see if theres any issues going on. from your posts your coming off as slightly "coming apart" probably not the best time to jump on aas.
if you watch jordan peters videos he stresses that people should train for a few years then go on aas benefit the most compared to people that are impatient and immediately begin them.
pull back and get your shit together. and don't quit the academy or training. quit the aas for now
 
There seems to be a lot of these lately. Guys that come on with seemingly legit questions then the thread turns to shit. They all know it all already and then start with the underhanded insults when our advice doesn’t match what they WANT to hear.

This is a shitty post. What the fuck do you know.

Kinda like that? [emoji23][emoji85][emoji23]
 
This is a shitty post. What the fuck do you know.

Kinda like that? [emoji23][emoji85][emoji23]

Ha! Pretty damn close. Not triggered enough, more like this:

Fuck u boy, this ain't a fucking troll thread as if the answer is that simple or you would know u prolly didn't graduate high school fuck you idiot
 
I kind of think there are things you can do to burn your receptors....
Maybe I made mistakes... I've blasted and cruised. However now at 150mg/week of test e, I barely have any test in my body.
I recently did a test where I did 150 in 1 shot once a week. Pulled bloods at day 6 and my test was 60. Nothing in me.
Even when I was at 450ish mg/week, my test levels were only 1600.

I am starting to think you can burn the receptors...
Or looking at how you reset them.

That’s not how serum levels of aas work.
 
No never touched a cigerrate, and don't do any other drugs roids are the first drug I've ever done.

No I don't watch porn I get depressed if I do because I can't throughly enjoy it. It's been that way for 6 years now. Over half a decade. I tried seeking help the right way. Doctors are just lazy or would rather cover up any issues to avoid work. I can't keep putting myself through the stress an for embarrassment of seeing these docs just to get turned away every time and waste money.

Furthermore my overall physicality is bad. I'm a borderline wimp. Idk how I can have normal test levels but have the anxiety and physical and sexual prowess of a guy with low t. Idk Perhaps I was just chosen to be a rat in a fucking maze. I'm starting not to give a fuck. Maybe the gear wasn't bunk. Maybe it was all pointless to begin with thinking I could change things for the better. Way too good to be fucking true. Anyway I'm about to withdraw from the police academy and get on with my joke of a life.

Sir, I’m saddened to see you speaking like this. You must remember that no ones life is perfect. Looking from the outside in we don’t truly know what is going on with people.

I recently found out I have leukemia, a cancer in the blood. Yeah, I’m bummed out. I know my time is limited. I have two very young kinds 1.5 and 5. I’ve been married to my wife just 7 years. After a lot of ups and downs we sort of finally figured one another out. And we get hit with this. I have lived a healthy life, don’t smoke, drink maybe on new years or a birthday. I have always avoid fast food, have been athletes as far back as I can remember. Cancer is not a commonality in my family. But it is what it is. This won’t be my crutch and I won’t let this get in the way of my objectives. Whatever happens will happen.

You can’t changer your past, and you have to play the cards you where delt. But you have come a long why, and you are apparently ambitious, and not afraid to seek out help. I know it hasn’t been easy from what you say, but persistence prevails. You’ve no doubt heard the expression “it ain’t over till it’s fucking over”! So don’t give up!
And no one will respect you until you respect yourself. So stop talking in those terms about yourself.
 
Wow. I just went back on your threads. You are 6 3. 145lbs. Working out since 15. You are now 22.

7 years and you have the weight of someone who under-eats. Man you could go straight to cvs pharmacy and take some of their testosterone and it wouldn’t do anything for you.

You need food. You’ll make more gains eating off cycle than not eating on cycle.
I hope to god you have a pct and you know how. I also hope you have the money to afford a blood test to make sure ur natural test levels have returned.
 
Sir, I’m saddened to see you speaking like this. You must remember that no ones life is perfect. Looking from the outside in we don’t truly know what is going on with people.

I recently found out I have leukemia, a cancer in the blood. Yeah, I’m bummed out. I know my time is limited. I have two very young kinds 1.5 and 5. I’ve been married to my wife just 7 years. After a lot of ups and downs we sort of finally figured one another out. And we get hit with this. I have lived a healthy life, don’t smoke, drink maybe on new years or a birthday. I have always avoid fast food, have been athletes as far back as I can remember. Cancer is not a commonality in my family. But it is what it is. This won’t be my crutch and I won’t let this get in the way of my objectives. Whatever happens will happen.

You can’t changer your past, and you have to play the cards you where delt. But you have come a long why, and you are apparently ambitious, and not afraid to seek out help. I know it hasn’t been easy from what you say, but persistence prevails. You’ve no doubt heard the expression “it ain’t over till it’s fucking over”! So don’t give up!
And no one will respect you until you respect yourself. So stop talking in those terms about yourself.
So sorry to hear this man. But I truly admire your mindset. That's such a heavy burden to have to carry. Obciously your own mortality, but even harder is the wife and young ones. Breaks my heart, you trily have my orayers brother
 
No way you passed your psych eval to even get into a police academy.
And for societies sake that's a good thing. You state how horribly in shape you are along with anxiety.
What kind of fukd up town would hire you.
How'd you even pass the PT part of the hiring process?
This is BS.
 
Is it possible for the androgen receptors to be completely dead and non responsive. If so it would explain why beard stopped devolving at 20 years old and my sex drive died in my late teens and why my gear didn't change me at all.

Your gear didn't change you because, judging by your attitude, I guarantee that your diet and training suck. You can take all the gear in the world and it won't do a damned thing if you don't eat and train properly.

Man up, hit the gym hard with a proven routine and eat like a person who weighs what you want to weight.

That's the only way to do it. Steroids aren't some miracle drugs. They only work if you do.
 
Is it possible for the androgen receptors to be completely dead and non responsive. If so it would explain why beard stopped devolving at 20 years old and my sex drive died in my late teens and why my gear didn't change me at all.

Hello,my friend.

After read your post I tell to myself,wow this guy sounds like me specially regarding the unsuccess physical change with steroids,ie in my case,lost of fat.

I have the follow theory about me,not sure if this is the same case because never have been a problem with beard for example,but loss fat was/is infernal thing to me.Currently by the way Im in the best shape of my life a lot of less fat like 18%,training just a couple of days at the moment because Im in post cycle therapy,an aspect more shredded in relative terms,face is more little,my body looks more rockness.

Well I dont know but the point is I have a high body fat all my life without extra weight.Steroids was an before and after.Neither sexual aid,traditional sex all the time.So in summary a shit stressing academic life.Seriously I believe in nutriotional terms that my carbs and thyroyd tone never was great then bad news to test levels.My table of salvation was cholesterol until ketogenic diet that destroy my test levels.Considering in anyway I was a porn addict.

If I can I will upload some photograps to help with the reference.

Hope this help,cheers
 
No way you passed your psych eval to even get into a police academy.
And for societies sake that's a good thing. You state how horribly in shape you are along with anxiety.
What kind of fukd up town would hire you.
How'd you even pass the PT part of the hiring process?
This is BS.
What's narrow minded rude presumptuous asshole. I don't even know what to say to you. Smfh. You have the mental capacity and social skills and reasoning of a fucking toddler. It's funny because you look like a blown up kindergartener.
 

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